/repgen/ - repressor general

QOTT: Do you feel guilty?

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Seeing genuinely beautiful 10/10 women feels like looking at the sun, and not in a good way

I spent hours today crying over this shit and ended the day drinking the pain away
God please why can't I just be the girl I wish to be

birthday today
grim

god is cruel

how many of you are long term hardcore reppers here? im talking been 100% sure you're trans for years and getting to be older. I've been able to kind of soft-repping for years now just trying to avoid thinking about it but the past month I've kind of had to accept I'm just trans. Like I've been looking at what the average guy my age looks/acts like and even though I don't think they're generally ugly or obnoxious or anything I just think about how repulsed I would be with myself if I looked or acted like that.
feels like I've pretty much only managed to cope because I can pull off a kind of androgynous look and twink death has held off for a while, idk whether I'm going to be able to once I hit mid 30s or it's gonna be a john 50 angle.

i was a hardcore repper for longer than anyone of you have been alive and got properly old while repping, not sure if relevant though?
i switched to manmoding as my last alternative plan (living for others) kinda failed, never had a john 50 breakdown or anything

my hands feel like they're burning from all the wine I drank wtf
it feels kinda good tho
probably partially because I fell and whacked them on the ground tho idk

drinking is to be happy don't cry stupid
it's a time of joy and you can just imagine you're the one you're supposed to be instead of normal where it's like hell

I've been posting to this gen since 2016 but I wouldn't say I'm a hard repper, my feelings on the matter ebb and sway. Some months I don't feel trans at all which lets me kick the can down the road.

QOTT

Yes, all the time, always
30 year old femrep here. I’ve known for sure I preferred being thought of as a boy since I was in kindergarten, but around 10 after reading up on hormones I decided to rep so hard that I didn’t “know” know yet. (Lowkey thought I’d magically turn into a normal boy like all my friends once I hit puberty)
I “knew” knew at 14, with the correct terminology and all, but spent a long time trying to disprove or discredit my feeling of knowing until I ended up in a psych ward at 18 with severe stress and I had to beg a psychiatrist not to give me a formal diagnosis or out me to my parents.
that puts me at 12 years of repping, minimum.
I dont hate women, or men, or trans people as groups, I only really hate myself for being such a failure. I cope by andromoding too, but I feel like I’m getting too old and ugly to pull it off. I can’t hag mode though, because it makes me too dissociated to function or leave the house. So now I’m stuck.

have any reppers (not manmoders) itt had laser/electro hair removal?
I feel like not having to deal with ripping nasty shit out of my face every morning would be a big boon to my mental well-being

happy birthday

how many of you are long term hardcore reppers here?

yeh. i don't even want to say how many years i've been repping because it's embarrassing to post even as an anon. it's bad though
one thing i can say is that things tend to get worse. i've never really had a job. i just stay at home basically. i sleep a lot

I'm nearly 32 been repping for a while

As someone who trooned out at 20 these threads always give me a pang of what could have been.
I have nothing but respect for the people who know, but are unable for some reason or another, whether it be an inability to pass, social/familial obligations, lack of confidence, wanting to be a woman/man but not wanting to be a tranny, or any combination of the above, or anything I haven't mentioned...
It's not fair. None of this is fair. I wish things could be different.
Because I'm stealth (yes, go ahead and make fun of me or doubt) I can say that I'm happy I transitioned, but I know it can't be the same for many others. I hope someday in the future there can be a solution to the trans AND the repping problem.
I dont know. My heart just goes out to all of you. I'm sorry that it's like this.
I'm also sorry to have more or less intruded in this space. I guess I just want you all to know not everyone looks down on reppers or wants to pinkpill them. Sometimes that's just not an option. I get it.

thanks. As jealous as I am it really does make me happy that some people who are sorta like me get to live the life they want to live.
NOW GIT OUT

Fueled the repping by trying to convince myself the dysphoria would go away once I'm older. Now its worse then ever. I want go back in time and forcefully chuck my dumbass out the closet

HSTS can successfully repress but AGPs are a lost cause

I spent my whole life repping and now I'm growing tits anyway. I'm not even overweight in the slightest, or on HRT. Life has a very cruel sense of humor, but I'd be lying if I didn't find this funny.

I’m the femrep further up, so while I know your post isn’t aimed at me I wanted to say that I’m genuinely happy you’ve found joy in a gender I couldnt.

happy birthday <33 i wish you much personal growth this year and the ability to complete detrans your mind

picrel

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that's clearly a 9 you stupid fuck

I WANT TO BE AN ANIME GIRL SO BAD

reminder to take your HRT, retards

yeah sure just pay me the money I need for that.

i will once i can do it safely (never)

im dissociating so hard i have no personality and no friends. i cant talk to other people without coming off as insane after 5 seconds. help

reminder to never take HRT, fellow retards. It's a cope.
don't start with hrt anyway if you must do something do what that one tikthot does and get laser and diet and grow your hair and get a HT if needed.

i'm way too lazy to take hrt. when i hear about blood work and having to inject and laser and all this shit my immediate response is it sounds way too hard.

get a HT if needed

ht?

hair transplant i'm guessing

Maybe he meant DHT blockers?

hair transplant for a better hairline
tiktok.com/@ryanbaileypotter/video/7491761966273465646

how the fuck do hons do it. living your life as some 6'2 tranny.

im going to kill myself nobody fucking cares it's insane not a single person even knows me

Does anyone else think they might be an enby, while simultaneously believing enbies are cringe and not a real thing?

It's so crazy seeing them out in the wild dressed up in some cheap illfitting halloween costume in the middle of spring. Like how is it possible to have so little self awareness or no fashion sense whatsoever?

no idea
if I try crossdressing I feel nausea from how manly I look.