Not everyone is like you. I never wanted to look like a handsome masculine dude with these masculine features. I spent a lot of time in high school trying to dress to hide my masculine features, wearing long shirts so my chest wouldn't like as wide, having long hair and shirts with looser shoulders to try and hide my shoulders, wearing pants that stopped above my ankles so I seemed shorter, shaving my legs and moisturizing them and doing squats and sit-ups so my legs would be more like a girl's, wearing makeup so I'd look more feminine, and so on. I just did not want to look like a guy because I did not like being a guy, and I didn't like that I looked like a weird feminine guy whatever I did.
I remember being 8 or 9 and sitting in the car during a lond road trip, imagining myself as a woman, thinking of myself as an adult wearing an elegant red dress with a side slit, having dates with men, dancing with him, having wine, basically just being a pretty, classy lady dating men. Again, being some handsome ripped guy with a chiseled jaw with pretty women at his side was never something I wanted. I didn't start looking at girls like that until college.