be cis m completely straight
have very progressive parents
terrible at socializing and making friends
have one friend from elementary school that is the source of all socialization
start doing drugs in middle school
have lots of nerdy interests so starts using reddit
always get called a twink and teased by friendgroup for being effeminate and weak and hate it
never get any attention from girls
highschool starts
begin going to the gym with friendgroup
learn about "femboys" one day
find femboy memes on reddit
watch femboy porn
develop porn addiction
imagine being the femboy
start secretly crossdressing at night
extremely lonely
post photos in femboy subreddits
get tons of comments and DMs from men
make secret femboy tiktok account
someome from my highschool finds the account and posts it on their snapchat story
friendgroup is clearly weirded out by it
hang out with me less and less
puberty starts getting worse, making me look less like a twink
get extremely depressed
spend a lot more time on the internet
do a ton of psychedelics by myself
watch a lot of contrapoints
start going on r/mtf
read "gender dysphoria bible" and immediately decide I'm trans
everyone is radically "accepting" and convinced me I've actually had gender dysphoria this entire time
try to "rep" instead of starting hrt
decide to crossdress at school because i thought it might make me less depressed and "i have nothing to lose"
immediately start getting bullied and become a huge outcast
get even more depressed
do even more psychedelics
give in and buy diy
boymode for 2 months before fully trooning out
if i wasn't groomed into being trans by internet spaces i would still been a heterosexual masculine male