/mtfg/ male to female general

last

qott

what makes a good date?

cis

het

over 5'9"

attractive

Fulfill these 4 and the date doesn't really matter, as long as they don't have an incompatible personality

If he's smart, dominant, doesn't want to touch my penis, and doesn't put on a marvel movie, and doesn't judge me for swallowing on a first date also if he's tall handsome and white but those are non negotiable also I wouldn't date a vers or bottom obviously

Heterosexual men don't date transwomen

what makes a good date?

my favorite date was going to the game store with my gf and playing a two headed giant magic the gathering tournament. She is a pro level player and helped me so we won the whole thing and made like 100$ in prizes. It was so exciting and left a strong memory with me. Really all the dates i go on with my gf make me really happy

Anyone have any tips for achieving permanent and complete social isolation?

navy u need therapy this aint healthy cuhh

magic the gathering tournament. She is a pro level player

Trans?

If you let them know ur trans before, you'll never be a real girl and ur just admitting you don't see yourself as one

qott:

god restaurant, Sightseeing city, clubbing at the evening

limerence

you think anyone is intimidated by you? r u serious?

Yes, mostly this thread, but also broadly applicable

yeah

going into the woods a la unabomber

we live in just the city for it desu

When you say people like you intimidate others, what do you mean? Why do you think that is? What kind of person are you, do you think?

They'll almost always know and if they don't then you're raping them by not disclosing beforehand

we simply are laughing at u in case u didn't notice it and u keep working the lolz machine

Shit taste I like trans girls & ftm femboys cis is a negative imo
So is caring about height more than thinking "oh cool they're taller/shorter"
Het is also a negative because they wouldn't love me then

This whole thing is negative except for being attractive. I love my fuckin tranny sisters and my lil pooner dudes

Wdym i was talking about Aoife not your ilk. Don't break our truce now:p

is that a real gun or a plastic toy gun

Hilarious

Nnnnnn bored

muh last chance no u what are you even trying to threaten me with LOL

nta but I can't see what's so esl about it
maybe your reading comprehension is shit

Can piggy, necan, dischode, and the other newfags pls leave ur killing the vibes

I prefer the term gay woman, not lesbian, not transbian, but gay woman. Let me explain why, growing up I always liked people who were like me so I liked men, then after I transitioned it started being other trans people. I am the eternal gay the true gay I will always be gay you can't take that away from me

yea but i do so i posted about it lol.
just saying a cabin in the woods doesnt make you disembodied from other people

Unless you already know it's a rapebian it just reads like an male gamp

I can't really understand what you're trying to type there so I'll ignore.

I never said it did

I'm not new I'm Kotakins rebranded you fag

send in the clowns

this makes sense kek

I don't see why I should be labeled as some predator because I like unconventional femininity

You're not a woman, a woman is an adult human female.

Oh that explains the larp vibes and general attitude/attention seeking

someone else said unabomber out and i was posting against that shee

I'm high off my ass bread and I'm right about everything

snewnabomber

And that's something I put down
If I keep hearing retards like you I might actually manage to isolate purely out of hatred

fine. "'person with a penis who likes using their penis to penetrate non-cisgendered gynomorphs"

Why are you so rude

oink oink suweeeee

We already have a term for people that want to be railed by hons. "Faggot"

More

Why are you so rude

mtfg

was?

yea im off it go ahead and wander the desert whining about society or w/e

I don't know where you got the idea I was penetrating anybody, for all you know I could bottom for trans girls.
I don't see what's so awful about liking people like me, I liked men as a man and I like feminine trans people as a feminine trans person

No witty tales to reply with this time?

gynomorph is a cool word

i never said there was anything wrong with it. I don't care what you find arousing and enjoyable. I was just stating how the text read

You're genuinely retarded

Why are you so rude?

Still pining over him over half a decade later :(
want to email him again but I know he won't answer
I just want to see him again and hug him and pretend things are ok for just a moment
just one more time, so I could tell him to his face that I really love him and that when I say it I mean it as a love more intense then platonic love
doubt I'll ever find a guy like him ever again sobbing

sorry I didn't mean to be rude

it is all so tiring though. looking forward to when i can finally rest

Said there wasnt anything weong but you would call me something awful like a rapebian because I like something you don't?
I think you have brainrot, I say this as somebody who is famous on here for being quite brainrotted, but you need to get ur brain checked for worms because you're all kinds of retarded and wrapped up in meaningless shit like blanchardism

the weed is getting to you babe

Because you're retarded
Ty it's ok no bullying we're nice here :)

like i said im off it
i dont want that energy

why does every online community i try and enter hate me

real mystery nig lol

ur not really famous anywhere and if it's for anything it'd be for the fake joker cuts

Stop smoking it's damaging your brain

dood lmao the funny green plant is like pysching you out doooood

Nah you're a faggot and I'd tell you that sober I genuinely do not like you

Who knew I could actually feel any empathy towards you people

at least with me i could always tell i was never loved back. maybe i fooled myself for a little bit, but i always knew. it feels like i am worthless unlovable. like there's no point to anything.

why are black people so aggressive all the time? you think they chill out being trannies but alas

Jeez you are so catty. Is everyone in mtfg like this? You all seem miserable

Infamous was the better word, universally hated clown people throw tomatoes whenever I enter the room
Lmao ok wormbrain

I'm not that miserable in fact I am probably the happiest and most stable I've been in years I just don't like you bro it's not that deep

if you want to disconnect from society you cant feel empathy. empathy is what attaches you to others. if you want to disconnect from society you have to fill yourself with so much hate and bitterness that there is no room for compassion. and then you get your solitude all alone in hell

Half your posts are just projecting. You truly are delusional

Jews have been expulsed from a gallizion countries and they still say that it's not their fault

hmm, reminds me of a certain person

its not that deep but you seem to be taking it deeply. all I did was ask if you were esl and you exploded

idk I'm pretty happy rn

example?
o/
The world is truly unjust

It was a figure of speech to get the message across. I simply clarified I had no interest in the ethereal concept of your "vibes" either. And I've already done that for my whole life. Maybe all I want now is something that hurts me so much mentally that I can't even try to go back to normal.

that's nice, anything in particular you are happy about? or just general vibes are up?

i kinda vibe with this.
i want to be tortured by somebody for a few days just to get my angst out of my system
but uh thats not allowed and stuff because of laws but i feel like i need to have a few bones broken and put back together wrong to feel something again

that's the worst part, I really thought he loved me. I really thought we would be together forever, even if only as friends bc he's straight. I thought I saw it shining in his eyes, and other people saw it too I thought. his smile felt like a home I never had, his embrace felt outside of space and time. We could talk without words, we could be alone in a busy crowd, it felt like there was something more between us that nobody else had and it was just ours, a special golden thread that would never fray or be cut
But it wasn't true
Something changed, and the last words he said were I love you. I don't know which hurts more, if they were true or not. I just know that I feel lost without him

do u consider parrot aggressive?

You also insulted me for my romanric preferences and then act retarded when I say I don't like you. Like yea you're acting like some Blanchard brainrot faggot kid who's trying to make it sound like a bad thing to love people who have a similar gender identity to yourself when it's really not.

But even then I'm not that mad about it, more shocked at the audacity you'd have to insult me then act like I was wrong to insult you back

Physical torture is unnecessary. True harm is accomplished better in a space where your body is perfectly capable yet powerless against the harm being done to you. And no law is going to care about you or someone else hurting you with consent. Not like it'd get out of that circle either way

unrequited love sucks. we were never a real thing. my feelings are completely delusional. they never even cared about me. but it hurts so much. seeing them with someone else makes me sick. felt like i was dying. but they never even began to see me that way. im just over here breaking my own heart over nothing. and i cant even think about the bad parts of the relationship and remember why it didn't work out. there was nothing there to begin with. they're just a made up pretend person in my mind.

You also insulted me for my romanric preferences

lmao its not that deep what? why do you take so much offense to it. I never said it was bad. There are far worse things said every minute, particularly in this thread.

Don't places don't care if consent is given or not. A bdsm club I went to when I was like 20 had to operate underground bc it'd still count as assault bc of the state we were in
and gosh can u stop talking like a pretentious know it all piggy

:(

meh ive been emotionally tortured a lot and im bored of it.
i cant feel anything anymore because of past traumas in my heart really
i want to change it up
i just feel like asking for someone else to physically hurt me more than i can tolerate would probably be an emotional betrayal for them and hurt them more than itd hurt me. cant get over the selfishness of it

Your experience opinions knowledge and views matter about as much as a fly exploring a dog's feces on the sidewalk to me

I take offense to it because I'm tired of getting lumped in with rapehons and Portland polycule puppygirls for loving people who are trans like me.

ebin, truly ebin

What if that person wants to get hurt too?

Yet you do the same to them?

idk, just in a good mood

that's fair.

Just date an abusive sadistic narcissistic rapist pedophile if you want to get abused so bad
and sry kat I know navy is taken but u can find another one

I've actually done that before but quit before it ended on me killing myself

then get back together

Not the kind of trauma I'm looking for

Why is chasing bad but t4t isn't? Are they not effectively the same thing?

I just need to find someone that's actually like me

en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limerence

grow. adapt. overcome. don't give false hopes, don't fall for false hopes.
true live knows no boundaries and WILL take the first opportunity to be with the one they love, whatever it costs. if they didn't do that....well it wasn't real all along and you need to let go

then again if ur on the same continent and not blocked by Nazi regime fascist anti trans immigration laws there is nothing sti
popping you

chaser is a fetishists
a t4t chaser is someone who seeks a stable and safe relationship with someone who can understand them and won't just use them and fetishize them

too damn complicated

and sry kat I know navy is taken but u can find another one

drop it you know nothing

And you almost amounted to something. I appreciate the disappointment

okey lol

where is pedro

whatever happened to clara

the newfag black tranny and paul bullied him into tears yesterday and he stormed out. he'll be back when he stops crying a day or two prob

is scrolling gelbooru art study because its enhancing my visual library

"bullied" ok lol

Based Paul

Yea you're missing the point
I don't know kid just take the fucking win I'm losing my fuckin mind over here

She sent me some bad stuff on discord when I asked her how she was and now she disappeared.. I'm not sure if she's going to be back

Maiq bought her a plane ticket to come see him, and she hasn't been heard from again. Best guesses is she's locked in his frotting basment.

I don't know kid just take the fucking win

I already told you I'm not trying to win. I'm not arguing with you, I'm asking a question. When someone is inquiring on your pov why not answer instead of just saying "oy very you're missing my point". Like yeah that's why I'm asking you the question

Oh and this is just a lie dw about it. Nobody really asked absolutely anything about if I was doing well and continued their usual conversational skills of ignoring me entirely.

Pedro doesn't have anywhere else to go. He's a total loser. I guarantee you he'll be back before the week's over yapping about whatever his autistic male nerd hobby news he's consooming

Because I don't know how else to explain the point I already said that, there is nothing to be said I don't have an answer for your question because there isn't one I guess

Like I'm not sure what you're not getting, I can't figure out another way to explain it to make you understand

im so cooked lol
i feel my frontal lobe melting

Wow you really believe even a single person would care for my existence? That's so kind of you.

You didn't at all? you just said how you feel. You never even answered the question I had? I can restate it. How do you not find it hypocritical to not want to be called rapebian, but you call other rapehons? You reasoning was that you don't want to be lumped in, but you are doing that to others?

True I've always believed if someone truly loves you, they will never leave or make you wonder how they feel. Wise words.

Oh my fucking god my entire point was that I didn't like that you'd call me something horrible like rapebian and then act dumb when I say I don't like you

I'm sorry should I have called them rapebians too. Rapebian rapehon it's all the same shit I literally just did not like getting insulted holy shit

thought rapehon was like overly sexually agro person who has no boundaries

trans? more like rape.
trans? more like rape.
trans? more like rape.
trans? more like rape.
trans more like rape
rape rape rape
trans
these are the same

wise

not sure considering circumstances

Maybe I was the fly all along

I dunno maybe but like am I wrong to be insulted over being called a rape anything? I didn't know there was a difference between two different names for the same type of freak my fucking bad

This is the post where you called me retarded, which wasn't even related to the whole rapebian thing. It was some anon being rude, you asked why they were rude, I pointed out that this thread is full of rude people, then you called me retarded for it. So no you didn't insult in retaliation, or at least not obviously

if you're trans you're rape
sorry i dont make the rules jordan peterson told me so

nobody is saying you are wrong for feeling an emotion though?

did injection again I'm glad I got my meds back
Gonna get labs at the end of the week to make sure levels are alright
Time for sleeb

giwtwm sans the frotting due to penis issue

So true!

The fly and the shit, the alpha and the omega

What is a frotting basement

making deviled eggs because i deserve it!!!!!!!!!

why didn't the reddit people like you?

I wouldn't take it to heart

Oh you're talking about that ok got it I called you retarded because you're retarded sorry for any confusion

So true!

true
you just love to rape

Maybe it is a blessing that not one person genuinely cares about me

Don't tell Jordan Peterson but I haven't cleaned my room
I'm just confused but it's all cleared up now

Well they mostly liked me but one person who is higher up in a lot of those communities didn't and she goes out of her way to get me removed from all of them
Why are you being so combative like what? You are like a ragebaiter's wet dream. I'm just trying to talk to you normally

the sub level of a frottage. people store veggies down there because it maintains constant temperature from being underground.

I don't know your circumstances anon, I just know that when I truly love someone I'll fight to remain in their life until they make it absolutely clear they don't want that. Circumstances shouldn't matter, we only get one life afterall.

monkey go back 2 reddit you belong there

I dunno man you wanted my point u got it

Why does this person have it out for you? Ex bf/tgf?

Very male brained to not respect other people's boundaries

black person acts noncombative & civilized challenge: impossible. many, MANY such cases

trans woman? more like rape machine
based sigma rape trans diddy sex offenders who want to cut off kids penises yep thats all there is to trans
just rape and loving to rape real women in the vagina and rape real men in the asshole because thats what trans is its rape and if you are trans you should hate yourself and if you arent perfect you should kill yourself for not being perfect and if you were perfect you should kill yourself for not being real you gross rapist

nta but this aint it

Maybe I was never here

You missed the second to last part. Reading comprehension is important!
That's how it is for me anon, everyone has different ideas about what's most important. I respect your opinion on it though.

I'm a newfag I assume that is maybe part of the vitriol. Like I get called the hard r every minute on this board but she's crying about a meme term I genuinely don't get it

black person doesn't pull the race card for muh sympothy challenge: impossible

Do I annoy you be honest

Rapes anon

in general no, though I do find your combativeness so far to be.
reading comprehension devil

It shouldn't be when they make it absolutely clear, that's pushing too far when they say leave me alone or stop interacting with you, that should be it

No I mean the reddit person

You know better than to come close enough to try

Paul ryan more lime paul rapin
Hinorary trangender diddy stan adjacency

why are you being combative in response to me being combative?

why monkey brain be like dis type shit

Ugh da-AAD!!

i mean you're literally saying that you'll break boundaries such as them already being in a committed relationship just to be with them,which is contrary to what you say because them choosing someone else over you means they dont want to be with you

So I do annoy you then, at least somewhat
How annoyed are you by the combativeness?

Why did I ever care about any of this anyways

To me that would be absolutely clear.

Oh I thought you meant like police intervention lol

idk like 7/10, I grown apathetic to it. why?

No they just don't like me ig. The story the always use when trying to get me banned is calling me a pedo bc I "endorse a relationship between a 40 year old and a 17 year old" which is not true

Again, this would be them being absolutely clear. Ambivalence would be like begging you to be around and swearing they love you but acting otherwise ykwim?

oops

7/10 is higher than I expected,

i dont believe you

Blacks ruin everything man. Janny plz help

that's weird, what happened there? Did they just make it up? was there anything else that made them think that? how do you feel about madoka magica?

there will be blood
shed
the man in the mirror nods his head
the only one
left!
to ride upon the dragons back
because the mountains dont give back what they take
there will be blood
shed
its the only thing ive EVAR KNOWWWWWWWN

idk I honestly don't find you annoying in my sense of the word i'm trying to apply it to the common usage. I just feel bad because it seems like you were hurt by it

It never mattered at all

this isn’t wyrmcore

Kindof odd to not believe an opinion lol. Are you autistic?
I suppose considering where we are it makes sense to assume that

Is it normal to feel a sharp pain in your teeth while you're high. Not like one tooth but all my teeth hurt, they're like throbbing

Kindof odd to not believe an opinion lol.

Autism then yes

yeah that happens to me too
i think that your cannabanoids sorta mess with your nerve responses to an extent which is why its also a treatment for chronic pain but it could probably unsuppress pain in your teeth that you stopped feeling

Bye

Never watched it
Super long story, leftist purity testing etc. There was a 17 year old girl that made this big drama piece about a 37 year old.
And while i found the relationship wrong i thought people were taking it way too far trying to ruin their life even though they seemed to never actually do anything that bad and
themselves cut off the relationship after recognizing the age gap was problematic. but yeah yap over.

Tl;dr Basically I said "this person did a bad thing" instead of "OMG what a satanic gigarapist manipulative pedophile satanspawn"

MY SWORD IS A TOOL OF JUSTICE
I'm pretty sure I was just being purposely argumentive with you because I got too high and went feral and wanted to start a fight
Don't worry I'm passed that point we gucci

thought you were gonna stfu, clearly cant though

Ah, this is the first time I'm experiencing it but I am a lot higher than I usually am

its ok, one less person to hate me

MY SWORD IS A TOOL OF JUSTICE

youtube.com/watch?v=wjTA7C54wxU

sry it's too reddit I got bored, I hate the lot of you desu lol

I’m getting married this year

Im your daddy
Ok what happens
Iiim Paul mcrapist

Thats why I put a tldr. It was twitter so an even worse shithole.

Sorry I do still think you're a Blanchard brain but after a certain point I just got wrapped up in it

oh okay.
i like listening to this music when really high
youtube.com/watch?v=GGbPBsvPmFU

xitter reddit tranny

why come here to spread your pollution, is this part of the forcing your way into spaces you aren't wanted thing so many agps do and get off on

it's ok. I'm not that much of a blanchie i just think there's some underlying truth in what he says to an extent

Rape obviously..

I dont use xitter. The drama shit happened on twitter and the girl spread it everywhere. Also I can't spread reddit pollution here. You are all exactly the same as redditors besides using le edgy words

I will never not speak my mind. Just how it is, get a helmet if that bothers you.

I like the bomb rush ost when I'm high, I always turn that game on when I'm stoned and then sit there listening to the music instead of playing

Just go back2reddit lil niggy it's where you belong

I don't think that's true for a lot of the older posters desu I've been on this site for almost twenty years unfortunately and it's affected me in ways that I've noticed make me a different person than reddit users I know irl

I don't believe there is personally and all it does is divide an already small minority group. But that's just me

all this talk about competitive rape, im gonna watch lords of the locker room again lmao

fuck yea dude. when i used to get really high i would play counter strike like absolute shit and get yelled at and it would make me laugh my ass off lol

Rapes anon first

I miss getting high and playing kenshi so I could grow weed in the game while being high irl

DR. PEPPER ZYN'S WHEN? FUCKING STEP UP YOUR FLAVORS ALREADY FUCK

i wish i was able to buy weed but dispensaries are anal about id scanning and my id is expired and i dont want to renew it

You can renew through the mail in some states. It's $40 to renew in my state.

If you're too lazy to do it sober then you probably don't need weed exacerbating things anyway

We already know what happens when you try to overpower me old friend. Best you keep running away :^)

get high

play dark souls 2

walk in a circle

die

laugh

repeat for 3 hours

And it's fun as hell every time. I'm very slowly making it through no man's whatf

any1 want to play minecraft with me? maybe we build house n survive the night cuddling in bed idk if u want 2 that is idk

just wait until the ds2 version of blighttown and have fun lighting all the torches bc it'll drive you crazy if you leave any of them unlit

i tried and i couldnt which took the wind out of my sails
thats probably true but ive given up on life a long time ago its not like id get something better done sober

I have to get a Real ID because the gubbermint didn't ban Muslims, they just told them please stop flying planes into buildings.

why don't you already have one

I wish I liked Minecraft

Oh god that's right, fuck that place. I play sekiro when I'm high sometimes too and honestly I'm better at that game high, turn into a fuckin deflect god

Theres a server, ask around for an invite

no way your ass watched that far into monogatari im sorry

Ya fuck all this tranny shit dude it's fucking retarded. I'm going back to being a regular fag.

I want to eat food but I don't want to have to be around my family to go eat food

start a vegetable farm in your closet

welcome back to the land of the gays, my yaoi little gooncel

Tell door dash to come to the window

good idea
Then I will finally be self-sustained
Making my doordash driver give me 20 bucks to compensate me after I grab them and pull them in through my window

leave the house and go get food outside then?

Tvw not doordash driver

god i want a boy's penis in my mouth pumping it until it makes cummies for me

10:47 p.m. there's nowhere open near me
Okay but you have to give me 20 bucks if you want to be my doordash driver

get a car you bum

Ok but that 20 is going to cost you alot.

Wtf
I have nothing to give
I can't drive and it's probably much safer if I don't for everyone else around me
I uh
Failed.....

fast food?

Then I take..

Wtf
There isn't any in my walking distance that would still be open

welp then looks like ur fasting

Paul shutup

Why

you kind of are complaining to complain, but it's ok

Less a complaint and more just saying "I am hungry"
I kind of consider people complaining about complaining to be retarded criticism because complaining is just a typical human speech motif tbdesu
This is a thread on a Vietnamese basket weaving forum ...... One expressing hunger is not exactly. Malignant

but it's ok

Paul shut the hell up

Oh wasn't speaking against you, I was speaking in general, should have clarified

Is hornygen not around anymore? I know it's pretty cringe stuff, but it was fun to RP with people there on lonely nights.

It's offical. I'm dying. Chemo starts Friday.

it is but nobody has made one right now. Be the change you want to see

thoughts and prayers
for real though what type of cancer did you roll?

Placing my bet on breast

i miss sophie she was a good person but she became a tradwife and i havent seen her in a long time

Hope everything is ok on Friday nonna

good for her

i stole some peanut butter pretzels out of the kitchen. Dinner

im hungry as well. All I've had today are two sodas :( I have nothing tho

i mean i wouldn't call dating a jeet british paypig tradwife butuhhhh alright

My head hurty

I'M HAVING A SCHIZOPHRENIC NIGHTMARE FUCKING HELP ME

I ate a ton earlier but then got into one of those head states where communication over stimulating so I couldn't eat until now. You need to eat food btw. Eat food. I am tubby. I could have lived without it but you cannot

Maybe drugs aren't cool , the drugs brought out the kotakins in me. I don't wanna be argumentive and a histrionic bpdemon but it slipped out tonight my bad

minus racism its literally the same

too late now, but it's prob better I stay skinny until I'm on hrt so fat distribution is easier
Me too. lia made me inject out of spite now my body is malfunctioning

Why aren't you on hrt yet

glad you have an eating disorder tbqHON

injection anxiety. I was on it for like 2-3 a little over a year ago but eventually I just couldn't do it anymore

I'm sending three spirits to make it worse

also skinny =/= ed

it's ok anon, you're safe

That's crazy just take pills

I can't I'm too embarrassed to admit it to pp to switch. I'm just saving for implants

The first spirit will be arriving in four minutes

Don't admit anything just ask to switch

what if they ask why?

tfw ramming needles into my thigh every week without disinfecting first

This is all reminding me that I need to talk to the doctor tomorrow and get more meds because I'm breaking out so badly lol

disinfect?

I showered before every injection thats kinda gross. But yeah injection anxiety sux

Dw it's just some big pharma myth to drive hydrogen peroxide sales
Not me dawg I'm rawdoggin that shit and then I'm throwing the needles into the garbage to support local junkies

Dw it's just some big pharma myth to drive hydrogen peroxide sales

Real
I stink and gay

Hell yea

Actually hate that lia girl rn though. I'm gonna go to my first day at work
in a fugue because this fucking estrogen is
fucking my brain up

Try a silk pillowcase

More likely the aa if you're on spiro at least

Zonked outta your noggin on the shit that gives you tits

That would prob help but it's my dhea sulfate levels that really does it and even medicated I can't get them totally under control, the lowest they've ever been is 465

I don't take AAs I hear they are bad. I just do mono, or did, and plan to.
Yeah. Every time I do it I feel like vomiting and have a massive headache. and it doesn't give me tits

getting your levels check is a scam. just feel that shit out

so true anon

Yes I'm sure there's underlying issues but dry skin from a traditional pillowcase might be exacerbating the issue if you have dry type skin. If oily or mixed type then I'd instead reccomend sticking with cotton but swapping it daily.

Has Moap seen our newest pet nignog? Wonder what her onion on the monkey will be

Naturally mixed/oily but some skin products I use can induce dryness. I try to change my pillowcase regularly but you're right, it's probably about time to change it.

In your state they won't let you have Accutane but it's the only thing I've seen work for someone with your conditions. Sadly I think it would probably fuck you up in other worse ways though.. seen that too.

girls am i fucked if my nurse says i should get ffs just when i thought i was maybe starting to pass

Oh yeah accutane kills it shouldn't be except for in dire cases in my opinion

they're always trying to upsell

Yea i agree desu especially seeing some of the even "mild" side effects. Just too bad there's nothing that eliminates acne like it does but without the drawbacks.

Yeah my acne is caused by my adrenal glands being really fucking angry all the time so the only real option is to take them out with a hanger through my belly button

girls am i fucked if my nurse says i should get ffs just when i thought i was maybe starting to pass

when i picked up my letters the girl said she didnt understand what she wanted me to get in a surgery because i already looked female and to this day i still dont know if it was hugbox or what

Ah I'm sorry old friend. If it's any consolation at all I think you're still beautiful despite it. Definitely know the feeling though, like your own body is out to get you or sabotage you etc. Back when I was younger there were many times I wanted to sandpaper my skin off and I empathize alot with what you're going through because of it. Fingers crossed it gets consistently better soon.

holy fuck i hate this feeling
i feel like ciswomen are only tolerating me and every one of them is actually a terf

it's a hugbox. always a hugbox if they're on the clock

Terfs wouldn't hug box. They are just being polite and trying to make you feel better at worst. Most likely if you mostly pass then people just assume you're a weird cis woman. Shit even i mostly get fem gendered and I dress like a autistic rightoid man. People don't expect to see a tranny so most of the time unless you're 6' tall, dressed like a prostitute, or an actual turbohon you're just going to pass.

damn i guess i gotta break my legs and confine myself to a wheelchair for the rest of my life so no one realizes im tall

yeah i suppose so. feels bad man

Height is a multiplier sadly. I'm tall too and it draws notice, when people start looking they get broken from the autopilot of the day and they start wondering hey why is this woman tall af, why is she dressed in a tutu, why does she have stubble... oh wait this is one of them there transgendereds I rekon. You just have to work extra hard on passing in every other way and you can overcome the negative multiplier.

you can overcome it
im disgustingly tall and people still gender me right 100% of the time and dont talk about trans to me ever but even so passing just means passing off without being confronted it's still not the same as innate female femininity.

Yea basically in the US you can be fairly tall and pass with lots of effort and a bit more so tall in Europe. As for female innate femininity I doubt that exists. More likely just a socialization thing and a cultural thing trans have to learn just like young cis girls do. I have no horse in this race tho, I'm not trans just a girly looking homo man or whatever.

i think theres a secret sauce to cis women that trans women cant replicate but i cant put my finger on what it is. there is definitely an aspect of socialization that doesnt affect passing around male or mixed gender groups but does affect your cis female friend groups. even though it might be social it still exists and i dont think you can just undo your childhood and get a new one after the fact thats a lot of years of development to lose

This is why I said people will take you for a weird/autistic cis woman at best as far as social stuff goes. Not every cis woman has the same upbringing nor does every amab. My neighbors raised all their kids in basically a cult where all the kids had to have cut hair and wore basically potato sacks, didn't get to go to school and lived in tents outside their whole childhoods. When I talk to those now adults they don't "feel" like either gender they feel like something else entirely and probably always will after abuse like that. Still the women are women, we wouldn't say otherwise they are just weird af women. That's the kinda thing you should shoot for as far as like a self image.. maybe not to that extent but thinking of yourself as a weird woman will go along way towards letting you exist comfortably in public and not self destructing about mystical womanhood or whatever.

When I talk to those now adults they don't "feel" like either gender they feel like something else entirely and probably always will after abuse like that. Still the women are women, we wouldn't say otherwise they are just weird af women. That's the kinda thing you should shoot for as far as like a self image.. maybe not to that extent but thinking of yourself as a weird woman will go along way towards letting you exist comfortably in public and not self destructing about mystical womanhood or whatever.

thats sorta how i see myself as is most of the time. Just been crashing out because of stupid bipolar depression lately and so sad and stuff you you know but im sorry. it feels sorta bad to be a young adult and realize i will never fit into society ever no matter how hard i try because of the way i was born and it makes me start to cry.

Think I was too nice and scared her off. I should have stuck with the rape insinuations.

Theres a lot to society, it's huge! Just have to find you a little niche of it where everyone is weird in some way so you fit in ykwim? I'm sure my old neighbor kids don't feel like they fit in either but life is life that, bad shit happens and people have conditions they didn't choose to have. It doesn't make you a monster and it doesn't lock you out of living an amazing life, you just have to make more efforts than some people do, to find that happiness. I'm not lucky either anon, I've suffered and nearly given up a ton of times but I didn't and now I'm basically surrounded by fellow weirdos that care for me and I couldn't care less what standard society thinks of me being a fem-man lmao

i still have a lot of unresolved questions but rather than confronting them today I'll trust you. Thanks anon, I hope that we can find a golden path. im sorry that you face persecution but im glad that you've found a niche.

Best to work on stuff a little at a time yea. Have a good rest fellow anon.

Suppose that's probably it for good ol mtfg tonight. Ig ill go too now, try not to party too hard yall

good night

freebasing some nic off a hot knife rn wish me luck lads