/mtfg/ - The Internet Is Forever Edition

SHUT THE FUCK UP YOUR POSTS SUCK JUST STOP JUST FUCKING STOPPPPPPPP

The only real top is me.

I'd be a top if I wasn’t an incel

what happened to grandpas house?

budokai is not the type of game I like even if I put like a gazillion hours back in the day
Arena fighters are not my thing sadly,,,,

In the last thread we discovered

Lynn fucked a minor

Navy admitted to still messaging Kat, begging for love

Riz is still dating Kat

Quid is still alive

Puppet Master Anon has returned

Mimic has returned

Carol thinks every anon is Hayato

Mono is rich

Navy is Lynn's paypig

Snew is really ugly

Laguna is just as boring and Dunning-Kruger as ever

take this gold kind anon

It's extremely fun with friends for antics. Undeniable truth simple as. I bet the new budokai is amazing for that too but after the extreme disappointment of how shite the story was I just quit it entirely. Seriously it's all just slideshows skipping around what happens in the story it just makes me want to replay kakarot

stfu hole, you have no dick and are 5 feet tall. nobody wants you here

for stupid simple fun I rather play mario party desu

new fp

That's just annoying random bs. Not based.

I'm not 5 feet tall!

proof?

Is Gremlin ok with you currently rizzling Katja with an alt Discord?

That isn't happening anon, I'm past that point in my journey :)

anyone watching the first eurovision semi?

the greatest and rarest treasure in all the world

Navy is with Rizzle last I heard, getting her tasty little boicunt pounded. Lynn is dating Mono now. Not sure about the rest though

Fiona should have picked me

fuxking kek

id watch this with gf but she thinks its cringe...

fagshit like not even fembrained just fag

i was very attracted to my old coworker. she was definitely attractive. was dating a cis lesbian, if that says anything. she was just ripped from years of playing sports and i think she was being hondosed a bit so she didn’t lose much muscle

You can admit it Mabs, share with us your elder wisdom. You've already convinced Lynn to never look here again, she's very dumb for not questioning it.

evolving mtfg canon

A man who tops other men and women.

browse /tttt/ for less than a minute

see a the 10th body dysmorphia post of the day

cry

why do I do this to myself? :/
the day was going well but there goes my happy night

I was baiting for pics little jit.

Erm you actually meant to say just "the"

u snooze u lose
i got mine to watch it with me last year but we're skipping the semis this year because the songs are pretty ass this year imo. Just putting it on in the background
whats wrong with being a lil faggy anon?

qott

yea, she held a knife against my neck. she was nice.

I deserved it more than you

I try to get lynn to come back all the time tbph. She just dislikes trannys more than I do.

oh yeah, didnt even notice the a there, I guess I forgot to delete it form a previous sentence that didnt make it

whats wrong with being a lil faggy

eurovision is a massive psyopping tool I'm not falling for that I'm sorry
And the songs SUCK AAAAASSSSSS

I get all hard and weird down there when I think about Emm and Fiona doing the thing you know. Anyone else?

Spamton wouldn't say this.

Wow how lame. Like seriously typos are so lame.

Lynn hates mtfg

i usually like a few but its a really bad year...Albania is decent tho
watching eurovision?

still a crime that europapa got cancelled
i will never forgive

No, no... Not that no...

optics

well i don’t have or keep pics of my coworkers. that doesn’t seem like a normal thing to do

Sadly I'd lose this contest. I only buy expensive holiday gifts I don't pay rent and for drug habit. Sads

Lame but reasonable

all true that's why I'm moving to the UK yap it's all true brother

yeh this place is a shit hole full of bitter vile cretins

in mftg u either a rapehon or a rapehdon son

worried.

ALBANIA NUMBA 1

..

QOTT

one of my former best friends
of the 3 close friends I've had in my life they're the only non dude too
I only really knew her pre everything tho
moved to like japan and europe for so many years after our falling out I'm kinda shocked I ever saw her again period

Damn... Even after FFS Mono is still losing...

had appointment with therapist after months of not seeing her

only had one or two appointments before with her

she talked about my father the entire time

didn't feel comfortable enough with her to really talk about some of the issues

what she was saying was the most bland general advice imaginable

as if she were reading from an ai prompter

didn't get to talk about rehab progress or plans or other mental health stuff

just had daddy issues kicked up with no resolution

Not a fan of this arrangement desu

unlucky for you I held her at gunpoint and forced her to overcome her inhibitions and rizz Emma :^)

ew

I'm bored asf rn

the real victim is fatja. No more expensive fast food meals or drugs, only discounted Gregg's sausage rolls for her from now on

You are making the thread very uncomfortable Mono

I told mongo this was gonna happen but she never listens. Oh well

the truth is that navy is madly in love with mono but doesnt know how to tell her

The truth is this is all a simulation and nothing matters

the truth is 911 was an inside job

the truth is that everything is real besides us and specifically as subjective instances of experience we dont matter

What autism does to a mf

yeah, like inside the Synagogue Jeff Epstein Cult of Jewry Job if you know what I mean.

no (you)s about therapist issue

:(

this would be an interesting book

Nope 0 is real. We're a simulation super intelligent aliens are watching in case we discover a fix to a deathly disease that's threatening them. For us everything goes at super slow speed but in reality these simulations last nothing more than milliseconds individually.

n*mi post

Tell your therapist about it.

therapy sucks idk what to say without sounding like a christian scientist

hey dont be so mean

i have epistemological nihilism
you have scifi plots
we are not the same

I don't hate her but I don't think I'd ever subject myself to a narc again if I could help it. Might beat/rape though given opportunity

DO NOT TAKE YOUR PILLS
I REPEAT
DO NOT TAKE YOUR PILLS

THEYRE MADE BY THE DEVIL TO TAME U

DO NOT TAKE THEM

Nah you got faggotry in yum brain
You can't just say that about people

But I just did..

Whatever then

thx for the reminder anon

Sounds like someone is trying not to be beaten and raped..

That's like probably my number one life goal besides like staying alive

Don't live your life in such a way that would make people want to i spose. I'm kidding anyway

mine now yoink

SEER

DO NOT

PLEASE LISTEN SEER

DO NOT

well maybe you should try to see the good in her, it could change your mind. from what people have been saying she's very cute now after ffs too

The numbers bro. This is clearly either mono or Kat trying to get rid of mono lol

Fern is a real cutie

I tried to be her friend years ago. Worst mistake of my life, or maybe second worst ig

do not the cat, please

FERN SEX (with frieren)

im playing one of those disgusting face cleaning games and i need to stop im gonna get addicted this stuff is evil

See? Fucking normie. I told you.

I need to draw fern again

pls

why

I need some opinions about my life plan

I know I will never pass, I know I will never be a woman but staying as a man is just too painful, I can't, I can't bring myself to live that life, it's just not me and I know I would end up roping

but because I know I will always be a freak my plan is to find a decently well paying remote job and go live in the mountains away from people with my wife

that way no one will have to indulge in my stupid fantasy and I won't feel so bad about it, no one will have to constantly see me other than my wife, she's a tranny too, I just want the best for her and that means I should do the best I can to not rope and actually have a decent life

maybe we'll adopt kids so I can accomplish my motherhood dream and of course we'll have a few animals

I think that would be my endgame to be able to live as the freak I am without having to be a part of big city society any more than absolutely required

I just want to live a quiet happy life, without bothering anyone with my mental illness, is it really that much to ask for? :(

yep. im super normal. im so normal ii have a standard deviation lol

does she pass?

No
Chin

How do you cope with her being alt-right?

Wait I understand the hate I just really dislike literally all artists and find them to generally be the most irritating stereotypical repetitive drama loving people and it's just so distant from anything I am
I know what to do about this. I need to learn to hate even more.
Boring.

I'm so fucking tired of everything

good night everybody, have a nice day/night <3

is it really that much to ask for? :(

society cares about your wealth, not your values. if you can make good money its possible and if you can't it's impossible.

it should've been me..

Ugly dog

Yes you do

yeah most artists are kinda assholes desu you find that out in art spaces it really ruined consuming fanart for me

Ridiculously amazing ass, thighs, and eyes like the deepest blue ocean. Also she treats me like people should treat someone they love. Plus like, horseshoe theory and all that, I'm so far left we meet up politically on a bunch of stuff

fuck you

Boring.

i'd rather be a boring woodpecker than a flying turtle

Flying turtles would be fucking sick. You're just doubling down on being a boring normie.

Goona you look like an indian man

You're right anon wow I forgot

So why are you messaging Kat again?

What if I told you that is, supposedly, actually a cis-woman? She's the highest rated female Chess player in the world and I'm 100% convinced she's a tranny.

Ain't now and won't again
Maybe she needed the extra chin area for more brain?

39685930

Why was this deleted? Who was it?
The new janny is a trip again. Another one of Navy's friends perhaps. Curiouser and curiouser.

most cis women don't pass

things can always change, navy-san ;))

how? anatomically speaking

Hello! This is a VERY good post! Please continue making post like these so that I don't have to fully read mtfg episodes to keep up with them! Thank you very much!

navy

I thought it was funny honestly
Did you and kat break up? Maybe I'd consider someday after that happens and such. I do have a hard time holding onto anger feelings so desu it's been so long I sorta feel nothing when it comes to you. Definitely don't want to start any drama shit though and if we were friends again it definitely would. Anyway sorry for the rape and beating comments I was just going with thread theme.

I only stop by every few months to re-roll the drama until I receive the desired outcome. When i win you'll never see me again, so maybe someone else should do the drama recap.

Could someone clarify which 1 of these studs won?

youtube.com/watch?v=lHvNHRtWjdA
watching this video on one monitor and mtfg on the other and laughing my ass off

I'm issuing a challenge to Navy: unlock your phone and give it to Lynn for one whole day. Discord logged in. All of your phones.

Jackie, hands down. she's free

Left for sure. I have an amazing life.
I leave it with her everytime I go into the weed store so she has internet through my tether, she sleeps in a room with my always on pc, and I let her use my laptop with my discord logged in at all times.

Now give her your other phone.

Paul give it a rest. You're just crying like a faggot. Get over it already loser

Man, you can try to be nice to a cunt and extend empathy to her and she'll continue being a cunt and wonder why people abandon her because she has such a fucking disgusting personality that even my passive ass can't deal with it

Another phone, do you think I'm mono rich or something??

this thread is like the Dark Elves in Warhammer feeding on suffering lol

oof paul embarassing showing from you. crashing over this shows how unstable and dumb you are at your core

I didn't even try to get her mad I just said what I thought and apparently it triggered every like anger flag existing in her programming
If other generic artists are this simple minded I might not even have to look for their weakness

it's this one specific chick idk why she gets on my nerves so bad she's like the only person who actually pisses me off i think cuz we're actually extremely similar lol

sociopath gets jealous of another person's soul because they dont have one

it's kinda fun to just like spew pointless vitriol i think

Wait of course they're simple minded that's why I dislike them why wouldn't someone who's whole life is something as intellectually debilitating as simply drawing random things they like without even going deep into any technical aspect to actually become a professional like the people they look up to while not having any applicable talents for jobs or that other people could even realistically admire not be a bit simple in the head? The good ones that actually care about what they do and don't take it as their whole life that have other hobbies and unrelated jobs aren't simple and that's why they're good
And I mean of course the simple ones are angry it's their whole life to look up yet never arrive there and all their friends tend to be just like that so it's just a circle of Neverending subconscious misery
This is good self introspection I must say

GUYS TURN ON CNN

SNAPE JUST KILLED DUMBLEDORE

i don't think I've actually sperged on someone like that in like 8 years it was weirdly cathartic like being a kid again or something. it's like the same feeling as accidentally sticking a q tip in ur ear a little too far

I found the cure to /mtfg/

The idiots who keep replying to cancer like Navy, Kat, and Laguna are just as bad as those trips. If you completely ignore them, they go away. It's really that simple.

Mono needs to swing in the rafters and dunk on you niggas fr fr

im not angry at you, also i dont want any drama..
id be your friend if you want. and see where things go from there :)

And I didn't even try. I was literally just describing how I see you. And apparently it's how others see you too. Do you just hate your reality? Is this why your whole life and identity is escapism via simplistic art and by living through others hardship with drama?

Mono VS Quid
the taller troon wins

Like I said, let me know when yall break up or whatever and we can see about being friends again someday.

Tbh it was really more like..ok for years I've found you really annoying for a vast reasons of things and I've really tried hard to be nice to you despite it as like an exercise of my moral character but the truth is I've always heavily disliked you for a myriad of reasons so it was less what you said and more like. Ok this person is. Viscerally unpleasant and I will admit that now. It was weirdly cathartic, you and one other person are like the only people I've consistently disliked from this board for years and I never could piece together why

And you've just coincidentally said you suspect it is because we are similar. Do you not see the links?

Can't be arsed lads.

I mean, I think it's because we actually have like, pretty similar issues and mindsets I just conceal it by being super passive and not actively pursuing or taking out my aggression lol. So perhaps it is some kind of self projection thing to some extent ig. Similar hobbies, similar interests and similar mental instability, so it's easy to see a kind of mirror in your behavior and be like "damn those are the things I hate about myself I try not to openly describe"
Probably a bit of that, and a bit of just like, seeing how toxic and malignant you are to people around you like Anya which was upsetting to me also

why what

trump banned male to female so there arent any trannies anymore so theres nobody else to reply to

Paul and laguna fighting is sort of hot am I right lads?

I'd watch. Iykwim. Who tops?

fwiw im not similar to laguna and also find em terminally annoying and aggravating from the day they arrived. I think its just a feature

You're just projecting what you hate on me and attacking me for it. Realistically speaking yes I am actually a pretty bad person often but we're not similar. You haven't acted like how I do when I was treating people poorly and we do not have similar hobbies. I just got good at drawing and modeling because artists piss me off. I like games reading and languages. You should attempt to study yourself and drop the pen for a second. Enough fatasses have been drawn.

we're never breaking up and thats something you'll have to adjust to and learn to live with, that said i try to keep an open mind because ive also seen you different during the fun times we had
now when are you gonna rape me navy-san

Paul i think, I bet she gets really aggressive trying to tame a brat like laguna.

never breaking up

sounds like a threat

Good call yeah i bet she'd whip out the Dong Belt 5000 with the robot arm attachment for goona, after all the sass back from little one.

If this wasn't the mtfg thread I'd certainly think all of you are just horny teenage boys. Keep it in your pants

I fully accept that you two will be together for life and have no issue with it. Tbph I'm glad because I'd rather kat not end up alone, homeless, etc. Still I won't be attempting any friendship with you while you remain dating because I'm sure it would greatly upset her and set off a schizo bpd-gasm and I have no interest in causing that. I still care about her alot and want her to be happy and safe just life always. Nothing against you I just know how she is and how she'd feel. Will not explain this again.

I also like reading and languages, mostly sci-fi and language history lol. I just don't really discuss it outside of spaces for it. I suck at learning languages due to low IQ but I love ethnolinguistic history and specifically how it relates to ethnic dispersion & different language theories, as well as obscure languages with unique systems like African click languages and the bantu who emulated them etc.
I read lots of scifi books, most recently finished le guins hainish cycle after putting it off for ages because I wasn't interested in planet of exile on first read and finally finished sisyphean (jp body horror book) after finally pulling myself brought it since it's so abstracted lol.
You just don't really know anything about me lol
Games less so. I used to play a lot of RPGs like fire emblem mods and stuff but I lost interest as I got older and just play game of the years nowadays and like 3 dollar steam platformers. I do intend to one day complete super Mario Odyssey as I did complete 4 kingdoms and all the post game content but got stuck on metro City when I have the next switch someday down the line.
Yeah I'd probably be the top desu

horny teenage boys

so close to the truth, keep going anon

True i bet she'd have a thick 10 inch one on a strap and really fuck up lagunas insides after her display today.

I just got good at drawing

Citation Needed

Why don't you put mine in your pants -.-

it wouldnt upset her but she can speak for herself
anyway i understand what you're saying and i hope we can be on better terms in the future whenever that may be

Spain looks so interesting, unlike Americaca. Why spend so much time in this place? You could be at a beach or castle, or a nice cafe

Sorry for the misunderstanding but I meant like manga and light novels. Only like western thing I read is like one novel from some horror author about a school shooter. Actually an amazing book. And yes language history is incredibly entertaining as it's extremely human. If it weren't for language we wouldn't be able to communicate, and it's extremely interesting to learn how people managed to figure how to communicate with eachother and how the human brain simply just absorbs these things without knowing the why behind anything. And I played Mario odyssey day 1. Completed it but never did the extra challenge because I'm seriously not built for controllers or platforming. You should try some real gamer games like library of ruina.
Not the way I mean it. How cruel
Paige
No.

kitten, daddy's 8 inch feminine gock is hungry for some bussy

Well I do have to go somewhere kinda far for my ba consult tomorrow so that's something right

ugh need goona spussy

Yeah that's productive. What size are you getting?

No I just like Wikipedia
The thread is much more enjoyable when you're nice

each place has something going on for it
don't think about far away lands before conquering yours

And I spent all day caring for my poor sickly mother and cleaning and studying. I keep the productivity in-house
Whichever one they tell me should be aimed for
Well I get pissed off really easy so that's hard
Irl I'm super nice though. Trust me. Come close.

Maybe if she says that it wouldn't yea

That's true but I don't like it here anymore. I want to experience Europa, to dance under the moonlight with my lover in an enchanting environment not filled with homeless and pee stains. Óle

Oh sisyphean is a jp novel. So are most of my favorite books. Under the eye of the big bird was a fun speculative evolution read and I love Sayaka Murata. Not sure what qualifies as a lite novel but the Japanese create some nuts speculative evolution/future human society stuff. Less into manga and more into novels. But a lot of them are JP.
As for linguistics yeah, ethnolinguistics is a really fascinating science and how linguistics affects culture and mindset is one of my favorite subjects/something I use for world building. Ie how vocabulary limitations affect culture. Thinking of like Australian aboriginal exclusionary languages.
Also, my main hobby is autistic world building and oc stuff so I just draw my ocs, it's all im really interested in drawing. I do have a pseudo RPG/VN I have somewhat written or characters for I'll never make but I'd like to do an animatic or short flash through or something about the world building, the chubby girl I draw with the curl on her head even if she's mostly just drawn for porn is actually the protagonist and she's a sort of apathetic woman or magical girl created by an entity who is a space gardener to replicate his image of humanoids/ "magical girls" but in an extended fucked up sci-fi universe I've been writing for like a decade lol. I'm always working on autistic projects that don't manifest and the reason why I draw is because it helps me write my characters and world building, even if it's mostly just "porn" or character drawings. It's the head state I need to keep building.
Most recently as an example I added a new character to my roster/writing subplot for the generation previous to the chubby girls who is an overseer of a colony where genetically modified beast men destroyed humanity who despises humans and becomes an isolationist.
As for my favorite RPG, it's pretty shit but it's tides of numenera just because I like walking around talking to NPCs.

You look better flat chested if we're honest being. Boobs looks stupid on most people.

The Scarlet Rot Blooms once more.

good vibes

not filled with homeless and pee stains

if only u knew
don't go to any super popular tourist destination then

Tides of numenera has a pretty cool encounter early on that really caught my interest and is part of why the game even if ridiculous and over written and nonsensical has so much charm, and it's the plot about one of the lasting biorobots wanting to reproduce knowing it'll lose its life desperately. There's also the early game alien you meet who lost its family because against its culture where they reproduce like starfishes and reproduce from cutting off limbs and it forsook its people by replacing its limbs with prosthetics. Just fun, sad little ideas in a game with very little combat and endless NPC dialogue

don't go to any super popular tourist destination then

just go to abandoned castles and fields and stuff

I sometimes have pictured making some sort of visual novel considering I can produce art and I can code a basic game which a visual novel is but it's not at all about any sort of world building
Have you played 999? Or like anything from kotaro, it's all about like trying to send a message to the player and making them believe things that aren't true to twist everything massively at the end without the player really realizing any of it. I find his games so magical. Although half the time he's just doing sex jokes but I actually find them funny. After playing his latest game where there's like 100 endings and it's a combination of his writing and someone else's I kinda just realized managing to do something with impact would be an absurd task. Like I can do okay drawings but I can't write I can't really code good and I cannot make music at all so it's like I just gave it up. Maybe I'll just try to get the writing out of the way some day at least I think I have interesting enough ideas but seriously going off of the sales pitch everything sounds real interesting. Oh I also despise 99% of indie visual novels for trying nothing new and just having the most annoying in your face nature ever. There's like only one I played that I really liked

other than me ig oryx

Pedro stfu stop trying to get involved you fag

you didnt answer question as to when you're gonna rape me

I don't know anything about coding and would probably just have to learn as I went if I did end up doing it but that's mostly why I focus on character illustrations and occasionally spaceships when I draw or very rarely scenery because it's the only things I can really think of that would apply to any kind of execute a project that I would like to make. A lot of inspiration from science, fiction, television and books in that regard. As for not really focusing on artistic technical skill, I do a bit but I can only make myself study so much and I am working through Bridgman and Xiao, just takes a bit to act up the patience when I don't have anyone to study with because it's definitely one of those things that's much better. I've been trying to get a study buddy for a while to do a specific course with me but I haven't been able to find anyone yet. Who's willing to sit down and do it with me. I am trying to learn though, I did take live drawing sessions which helped a lot with anatomy but I'm just not very good at enforcing myself at studying things if I don't have someone else to do it with me. If you see my old art you will see where I have improved anatomically speaking from studying Bridgman, I just can't sit down and grind it and I refuse to copy images or drawings. So I always use real life references whenever I draw, which is one of those limitations. I can copy other illustrations pretty well but I don't let myself do it basically ever because it doesn't help me with progression which is another example of " I am trying to learn some degree of technical skill just in a very slow tedious way"
I haven't played anything Kotaro wise. I similarly just can't manage any kind of music.
I mostly just focus on learning things and consuming things that are within my interests like science fiction and I don't really talk about it much here because I don't really post anything serious here. But things like my Babylon 5 or Star Trek rewatches are a part.

Seeing its steam page this seems like something my genetic code is against. I'm more of a kill evil but actually you're evil but actually they're evil but actually no one's evil but actually kill everyone anyways or like the whole game is just a device for character development with traumatized characters and crazy ass music playing every time there's a boss fight that symbolizes their trauma in some way
I think I've only ever enjoyed one of these nerd games and I speedran it

worried Fiona will never rape me

sleeping soundly tonight knowing ill never have this worry

Pre-emptive friendly reminder to all Hayatos and Kats out there - if the mod bans a bunch of people and the archive of this page is full of little garbage can symbols, it doesn't mean that every deleted post is all one person. I shouldn't have to say this but here we are.

The whole simple artist point is about someone that does it simply for pleasure compared to someone that does it for improvement, I'm not (I am.) shaming you for how you spend your time or saying that you should just study all day instead (You should.) it's just simply how I work. Really that's why I got good fast and why I quit fast. I never enjoyed it. I just enjoyed being good. Half the reason I kept going was because I kept getting an artist that I saw as talented mad and it made me happy. A hedonistic artist is nothing compared to a talented artist (as in, never studied,was just good from 0)
And sci-fi is like boring nerd stuff. It's all about emotions and all about power. This is why peak literature is ai the somnium files and dragon ball z

today I didn't get much done at all, learn from my mistakes...
oh wells, tomorrow will surely bring more new hours to use doing stuff

ok but thats literally ablism

When she says it's ok to :)

Albinism?

worried Spamton is real

I want go to Laguna's mansion and eat cheesey burgers with her.

no comment but i heard germany is nice this time of year

You're like a real girl but with AGP need male disorder. This is so neat.

albanianism

Gottem spogottem

Actually limbus is like this too. All about emotions and power. Not enough power though more just emotions.
I have cheese flavor buldak rn
What

What

wouldnt you like to know

Yeah that's why I asked

It's definitely more for people who just enjoy walking around and don't really enjoy gameplay itself like me where a lot of it is just seeing what kind of concepts they manage to get into the game and thinking about said concepts. As I said, it's not really a good game. I just enjoy walking around and talking to the NPCs because there's just a lot of ideas thrown in there and that's the main thing that I like. Concepts, generally science fiction and world building wise.
A lot of why I like linguistics is because of how it can be applied. Sort of to world building, especially in science fiction because in real life linguistics determine so much more than people commonly comprehend. How much different languages use tense and tonal stresses affects the way that people think.
As I said, with the exclusionary languages thing, exclusionary languages drastically alter the cultures that they're a part of because of their limitations (speaking of exclusionary languages, specifically in the context of female relatives not being allowed to speak to male relatives so they develop different forms of speech or communication, as this was practiced in order to prevent inbreeding. It's commonly believed that click language is likely evolved from very early exclusionary languages and click languages are awesome)
I dunno, I don't really get drawing for anything but just because it's fun. I also wouldn't agree with you that my art is generic, it's pretty unusual from a visual standpoint And I've put active effort into keeping it that way and avoiding letting it mesh into other people's styles. And I've put active effort into keeping it that way and avoiding letting it mesh into other people's styles. That is an active effort on my part, is avoiding the stylistic mesh as I study/attempt to get better on a technical scale because it makes me gloomy seeing how many people lost individual character as they develop into industry standard.

That's just ramen, it makes you fat. You need real food to look your best.

ayo nigga stop writing paragraphs to shitpost nigga like use less words nigga damn

crisisgroup.org/europe-central-asia/balkans/albania/pan-albanianism-how-big-threat-balkan-stability

Eugh speech to text doubled my post again
What does this mean?
I do think it's interesting that people assume I don't have hobbies when almost all that I do with my life is engage in hobbies and be depressed. The direct problem with myself is that I'm not productive enough because I spend too much time engaging in a hobbies or doing things like reading science fiction or researching or watching videos on ethnic dispersal or reading medical journals. It's part of why I'm not a fully cohesive person is because all that I do is learn useless information and then apply it to my schizophrenic head verse. I'm not writing, I'm talking

goober add me on disc pls

Yeah like get a life already Paul, no one wants to read your nerd blog on tranny chan today

ayo nigga idgaf then shut yo faggy mouth then ain't nobody here tryin to read Anon Babble bookposts damn nigga

Have you played expedition 33 at all yet

linguistics

Based

happy Spamton is real

I just enjoy walking around and talking to the NPCs

Go play the legend of heroes. Just ignore the incest in the first ones and the npc talking is the best in the jrpg scene.

How much different languages use tense and tonal stresses affects the way that people think.

Ai the somnium files uses this. Only in Japanese. Lol

I also wouldn't agree with you that my art is generic

I've seen so many itch io vns with the same artstyle, so many annoying tumbler random with the same artstyle, all of you by avoiding the norms are still comforming to them. If only you just accepted no art is unique you'd be able to see beyond the simple similarities of things and truly express yourself in art. People finding their artstyle is something that's not meant to be found or made on purpose it should be simply how you tend to draw things, how you end up drawing representations of bits of your mind. You know I hate emo for being a talent based AND hedonistic artist but her art is unique because she doesn't seem to know the norm nor the lack of norms so it's all from her.

Say it don't spray it. You have food stuck in your retainer anyway dork.

get a room already

your figure drawings are really good, I haven't started bridgmans yet, but was meant to start it last week...
it looks fun tho~

I kneel

except retarded

They're open and it's the same as always, lagunamarina

true thats because we're woke and dei

ty <3

My back hurts from all this phone writing

Im spamton ascending to heaven 1997
See. This is exactly why I don't talk about the fact that I have hobbies, because it's irrelevant to the thread when I could instead be talking about chastity and sissification
I have not but I want to. I honestly haven't played games in months but it seems pretty awesome
I need to finish it so bad but I really want to do this specific YouTube course and I don't want to do it alone because I suck it motivating myself alone lol where the guy explains Bridgman in a way, that's a lot more understandable than his own writing
The legend of heroes also sounds pretty good
I mean, there's definitely some degree of Tumblr art to it, but it's because Tumblr is a simplification of features that's easy to get out quickly that I've probably just absorbed from osmosis over time rather than any form of intention
I mostly try to keep the unique line style intact
It is definitely difficult to not exist without inspiration, like I do definitely see bits of every single person I interact with whose art I like online in my art for the next couple of weeks after I engage with them, even if I try to hold off from it lol

Would have to come from her and I'd have to ask the 'cule you know how it is

I think it's impossible to draw cute fatties without being a little Tumblr anyway and I hate drawing skinny people

Try not to do courses from videos out of convenience. Do both the book and the videos.
And it's not about inspiration it's about how you learnt things if you learn from a book then try to be unique you're going to be just like every other person that read the book and tried to be unique what I'm trying to say is if you learn things one way and like actively avoid them you're merely avoiding what you know and you're not doing things that are actually unique you get me? You've got to get me
You've the soul of the ultimate generic hedonistic artist.. a Tumblr generic hedonistic artist.. down to every bit.. I may understand you but honestly I don't think it's changed my views

I am going to have sex with my Spamton husband.
you should draw fem tsurumi

imagine the amount of coke I could buy with this

I mean I don't think there's anything wrong inherently with being hedonistically artistic though. What's the point of grinding to do something you don't enjoy if you're drawing things you don't enjoy? I get what you mean, but also it's a fundamentally different mentality. If I want to draw things I can jerk off to, which is primarily what I draw that's sort of my prerogative. I guess I just don't understand why that's a flaw.

rare pauls gf post in the wild

you'll kill yourself before using it all up, but 50/50 coke weed and give me the weed once u die thanks

she is masochist and retarded

dont listen
i deserve the money when you die so buy lots of funko pops before you kill yourself please

It's a flaw because art is human expression and to treat it like something merely done for joy just makes me sad. No pain, yet gains. Doesn't follow my programming. And you're also just like every ic drawing board user. Just drawing things they'd goon to.
I guess my views on people are based on how much they're willing to do and feel pain for to appreciate something. Someone that feels good because they're good and that's like it is like so low. Feeling good while getting hurt is fine though I think bodybuilders and the like are extremely respectable. Working out is fundamentally not actually rewarding in the moment so doing it anyways and engaging in that pain is admirable. Practicing drawing because it's fun is like watching a show because it's cool but then bragging about it like you've done something

Oh, yeah. I used to try to draw more impactful works until I started posting on Anon Babble and drawing goon with other people. It made me better at anatomy to draw goon but definitely can be a bit unproductive. All of Anon Babble is kind of a mutual jerk off session.
I do go through pain to draw, it physically hurts me to do it lol, I have chronic neuropathy and double vision. I just need to execute what's in my head even if it hurts. I just can only draw a limited amount every day because of neuropathy and chronic tendonitis, so it ends up being very quick art usually.

Wait if I do things just to like be better than others and brag and feel good isn't that just hedonism regardless of the pain and boredom of the process. I think I'm just an advanced and spiteful hedonist. That's not good. Well at least I don't do that with languages

$718? not much

advanced hedonism isnt spiteful it's stoicism

im "anya"

Hi I'm pauls gf I'm going to have sex with Spamton

who is that

I just can't see it that way I have wrist issues and end up with an inflamed wrist I need to not move for a week if I play fps games enough and I still did play games for the joy of it
Do I look like some sort of poet to you I'm just saying what my mind thinks

u wouldn't know

b8

wrong approach
should have worded it differently

Do I look like some sort of poet to you I'm just saying what my mind thinks

it's fine

It's also doing traditional art like I do you end up having a lot more hedonism in it because there's a lot of limitations and an inherent "emotion" to it. I do think traditional is a medium that naturally becomes more emotional.

wrong approach

should have worded it differently

donate your house to the muslim brotherhood then if you're gonna be so stuck up and not give me ~70,000 funko pops

the one with evil seductive eyes or the one that looks like young nomi?

true!

wearing my mini skirt it's hard resist wanting to touch myself

probably the one with "evil seductive eyes" but i don't really think it's a fitting descriptor. also i might be both because ive never seen another anya here but also i don't look anything like nomi

we know

You should give me all the money so I can hire hookers to cuddle with while living a perma neet life in a noname town in Japan while just playing games and buying pokemans
Well you sounded rude.
I don't know I just don't like digital because there's too many options and I'm literally in a machine that can play games and read things and watch videos so I just can't do it I've only done a few things digitally
Actually I've just done a few things in general I'm starting to get concerned that I always get good quick at things but then just quit the moment I'm like okay with it
Like with modeling and animating I really could've pushed it but I just ended it after a week same with game development
I think I need a therapist. Maybe the real problem is that my brain doesn't produce the right hormones to reward me for things and I'm just a sad emotional leech until I get hurt or I hurt someone. Or I watch a really good scene on a vn.

Well you sounded rude.

no i wasnt the rude one. you were rude but then i forgave you so it's fine now

You should prob see a therapist. Having a therapist helped me a lot regarding compulsions and anger management desu. I did it for like 6 months three times a week last year. It would probably help you be less explosive.

Actually if it's a nn town there's not going to be hookers or much pokemans so idk maybe that's not the right life

No. You're rude and I didn't forgive you. Beg for your life peasant

do youo play in a band?

allegedly

Beg for your life peasant

Why would i beg to somebody thats rude

But I feel so alive when I'm angry. I mean I'm going to see one anyways but I think I just need to have a good target for my anger and I'll be super happy. Like someone in my basement to beat and feel superior over them. I really just need that one little thing
Begging is extremely polite. We're in Japan now so it is. Beg. 今。

i heard laguna is evil and mexican

Begging is extremely polite. We're in Japan now so it is. Beg. 今。

you're supposed to say 今だ there that isnt a complete clause

You don't have to stop being angry and can the person in your metaphysical basement stop being me from now on

I'm actually just going to buy more property, use that as collateral with my bank to get a loan to acquire more residential property and scale from there

Funko pops are a rather bad investment especially since I don't get anything in return unless you are willing to visit my basement and even then it's a significant loss of investment
files.catbox.moe/cvkudd.mp4 just look how inviting and comfy it is
ignore the meat hooks they are just for aesthetic reasons

have yuo tried not being retarded

I haven't even gotten to that piece of grammar man leave me alone I get I'm a loser but come on man come on just leave me alone
I really need to learn all the stupid fucking grammar but I can't stop memorizing words because I really need to know the words and the Kanji but if I learn that I don't have time for grammar but if I don't do it and do grammar I understand nothing but the grammar I hate it
And like I'm so sure you van just rawdog a time like word without any "to be" stuff that da is just casual desu so like I'm right I'm sure I'm right you don't say hai des you just say hai yep
Well we could arrange it in due time
I mean I try

Like idk you've been beating me in the basement for a hot minute now and it's starting to hurt
Also I used to know a decent amount of kanji but I fell tf off even though I was actually good at kanji

looks cozy

I haven't even gotten to that piece of grammar man leave me alone I get I'm a loser but come on man come on just leave me alone

okay. i'll leave you alone. you were just being rude to me but i forgave you so it's fine

Kanji are actually entertaining to learn even if they make my head want to split in half
I manage to see them once and remember them well but it really comes at a cost, and it's not just about knowing them and their meaning you've got to know their pronunciation and that's so hard when you can't actually engage with media well because you're just not at n3 yet
Doesn't matter. You know what if I keep studying ill simply know everything. I'll know every bit of grammar every word every pronunciation and it'll all be instant. Everything. I just need to keep trying.
It's rude to say I'm wrong I'm really trying my best out here okay you're just.meant to go like wow marina is so cool I can't believe she learnt how to type Japanese on mobile and remember both the pronunciation and meaning of a Kanji not like erm that's grammatically incorrect.

rape laguna

She's so lonely I think she'd enjoy it too much to count as rape, so not interested

I could probably pick up a bunch of kanji again if I tried but I haven't had the motivation I need to find books I want to read that don't have translations because when I originally learned a bunch of Japanese quickly it was to try to translate fan works and I don't have that motivation now

ok did i ask if u were interested because I don't remember doing that

I really wish Laguna would stop keeping me in her basement and beating me when shes upset its really mean

Oh and the split in half part is not a joke I memorize really fast but it makes me get such bad headaches I mean I've like possible attention span issues and being Lazer focused on every last bit and really engraving it in my memory is hard. It's really fucking annoying I have to take painkillers daily if I'm studying and need to keep going anyways because just like 2 hours is not enough
So much for ms I can't learn languages because I'm dumb. You just don't wanna. And yes you possibly could since they should be somewhere in your memory. Though the grammar and pronunciation though you'd totally absolutely never get that but I would because I'm simply better. Just let me have this.

The door is unlocked.

ive been consuming coffee and popcorn and ramen for like the past 2 weeks and im not craving real food, but now im almost out of milk and i dont want to go outside

Oh speaking I mean. I can't learn to speak languages for some reason. Reading is different somehow, it's easy for me to learn vocabulary recognition by eye but whenever I try to speak Spanish or something it comes out disgusting even back when I used to be able to read some pretty well from exposure in my area.
I did some of the grammar books but mostly only got past the like, learning ending suffixes stuff and simplistic sentences and it's wild how divorced speaking and reading can be. Reading I was good at, verbal recognition/listening zilch. Its all fallen to pieces now tho
Idk we're kind of like toxic anime rivals now so I can't leave because it ruins the plot

doordash milk

the paul x laguna ship anons are coming up with only ends in me blowing up the basement desu and Laguna and myself inside of it its an anime tragedy murder suicide

thinking about getting in to mtfg drama, does anyone want to beef with me

Brother..
Against my better judgement I'll give you the major tip that that's all about practice. Just keep trying to understand what people say, use subtitles on shows and try to listen and then read so your brain links things. I've the issue that I can easily understand the language but that I don't know the why of anything and text I'm absurdly slow at even while being really fast in english
You're almost making me want to treat you well

i live in skyrim theres no door dash here

I think a lot of it is like. Finding places to listen to spoken Japanese because anime actually apparently isn't a very good resource because of how abstracted it is unless your only goal is anime comprehension. There was a nice anki pack for this
Laguna if you start treating me well our shippers will start thinking I'm the dom etc

yeah sure. what are your deepest personal failures and insecurities.

ok but i would watch that
why do you live in skyrim
im like way too cool and awesome and pretty

Xonotic 1v1
Anime is bad for it. You're meant to listen to podcasts and the news etc. And we were talking about languages in general. Same goes though since tv shows tend to be exaggerated still.

idk what xonotic is is it like chinese or something

Yeah definitely podcasts is the best idea esp if they have a transcript to cross reference I guess

im like way too cool and awesome and pretty

what sort of self centered bitch are you? i was trying to do you a favor and you cant even share anything about yourself? gotta hide everything like your 5 o clock shadow (protip, everyone can see it). what a boring response. i dont even want to humor you anymore you're so lame jfc

the only japanese practice ive been giving myself lately is 2chan so im slowly picking up the pedophile dialect

Fuck you say to me?
Yeah but just keep it out of your mind and keep yourself occupied with the pen okay unless you ACTUALLY want me to get absurdly angry and doxx you and murder you and then kill myself I'm serious just keep your hands on the pen and stop thinking about this. Now.

Didn't know i had that much value. Do straps count?

Thank god it was just Anya correcting me geez I might've actually gotten it wrong

W-why did you get so descriptive there. Also if it's a doxxing murdering battle I'm probably winning first
yeah pedophile jp is like it's own distinctive lexicon u gotta remember ur uwaaaahs and uwooooha and the various terminology for feet and tummy

qott; thats me, but my pp has been nonfunctional for 7 or so years, i just use a strap.
Sex never felt good for me tho, not physically, for me its more of a ordeal to please someone else, and i can get enjoyment out of that, the moment, the dynamic and all.

i said u a hoe and a bitch fn
ok ur gay lol

Well then I'd just fucking kill myself and we wouldn't want that. And you're missing 2 key things of the pedo dialect. The sobbing emoji. And cute-funny.

ok ur gay lol

whatever. get a personality before you try to be an asshole you're boring af

mono is rich

I don't even know who's mono, i've been out of here for years.

Because you're sad, we all are at least a bit, its why we come here.

wtf ur mean i don't like u

Cute funny is the biggest key. Uwaaaaah
I think our fans will be upset if we don't end it with a murder suicide so it has to be both of us or nothing idk this is like a toxic Yuri series I guess

You shouldn't kill yourself. If you want to sell it off and party then do so without being as self destructive as to die before spending it all.
You can also stretch it out by having your goodie party in the third world, you can take like 10-15 years worth of pretty good endless vaccation without even thinking about the price of anything.

You're just criminally unhatable. It's like a blank piece of paper. Even I can't get pissed at it. Too normal.
Yuri is Implying things. It's all about hate. I should just throw you off a cliff after. Wait a second. I should just drown you to death in a beach at night after inviting you to a beautiful far away village to have a date in. It'd hit so good. So emotional. We need to do this

living off popcorn is underrated ngl
one of the few things I can eat every day and not get nauseous from

ummm u literally don't even know who i am

yeah like we could pretend it's a romantic love story and go on a date and go talk about our anger at the world and bitterness at humanity while sitting next to the ocean and there's like lots of onscreen romantic tension and then we fall asleep on the beach together but then we remember there's no point to this and when we wake up we just end up strangling each other

Shut the fuck up Anya.
But only I truly hate humanity. You don't have my righteous eyes or God given purpose. I think that'd hit less good because of that. An innocent victim unaware of their predator being their lover, being sent on a beautiful date yet being killed silently in the middle of the night is just so much better. It's just how our character contrasts eachother

am i the gullible one who doesn't understand how much you truly despise me and tries to think you think better of me and that underneath all of the hatred is affection when it's really just an act to lure me into a vulnerable position and kill me?

mum mentions trump only letting in white South African immigrants

say that's dumb as fuck but they probably are a lot safer here than there

she says they were never in any danger over there

Are all people this ill-informed? She literally thinks white people in South Africa live like gods and are never in danger while blacks suffer constantly because of apartheid
Am I the out of touch one? I thought everyone knew about white farmers being targeted for racial violence

fuck u gachaslop whore

you type like a sperg

true tbqh

Absolutely. You're the cattle and I'm the wolf.
I need gamba
Baseball huh?

you can also do the third world thing by keeping the money and investing in property to rent out, then use that money to live like a queen in the third world indefinitely and if you're bored after 15 years you sell your properties for big gains and do crazy shit in the first world

that's really interesting because i think in this Yuri there would actually be a reverse psyop where i was really the wolf because the sweet gullible one being the actual sociopath is a pretty reoccurring trope

We're not doing I love your cruddy again. You die I kill end of story.

dammit do i have to die at the end of the story

ur a gamba