find girl into feminization and MEF
made me get everything waxed and it hurt a lot and was embarassing
made me take a belly dancing class which i didn't know existed or was in my area and it was actually EXTREMELY embarassing beyond the limit of my fetish
It actually feels so extreme to actually live it and not just think about it that its making me have borderline panic attacks and I'm wondering if I should stop. But it's still hot and I feel like ill regret stopping later
cool asf if it was free
She said she'd pay for half but then sent me more than half for both of them so she's nice like that I guess
not too bad, not too bad.
are u mtf?
I'm a repper thats been on and off hrt. I thought maybe I just have agp and mef
belly dance
Yes belly dance. There is like a belly dance studio here that does classes and I went to one
Is it wrong to take a dance class for a fetish?
I mean in my defense at the end the instructor told me there hadn't been a guy show up for lessons in a while and the last guy was apparently weird and made people uncomfortable and I was such a 'respectful and polite and warm student' and she told me to come back
and are u on E atm? I think u should hmm, i certainly would
I still have e and blockers maybe ill start again
Is the girl mtf or cis? If cis, then hot
You're going back, right?
She's cis but its not really a sex thing for her. She says she's borderline asexual but wants to help feminize me so I'm rolling with it
Genuinely don't know. They liked me apparently and I'm good at pretending to be normal under pressure but inside I was so overwhelmed
Yes u should anon! it might even clear u of these fetishes
i think i would actually shoot myself if i was forced in this situation. its already too hard to show my ugly self in public as it is
It didn't clear them before
Op is brave
yeah too brave this thread activated my fight or flight response just thinking about the prospect of being in such a situation
Gradually make yourself more feminine each time. Were you wearing makeup, nail polish and such
No I wasn't wearing makeup or nailpolish. The instructor gave my a hip scarf to borrow for the lesson because you apparently are supposed to wear one when belly dancing to help with coordination and stuff.
she repeated that I don't have to show my belly if I'm not comfortable
say I wouldn't mind if I came dressed better (the women had like short tops / bra things on i had t shirt)
instructor said I could roll up my shirt if I wanted
i said oh yeah sure but then froze and said I'm not sure how (which makes no sense but I said it in panic)
she came up and rolled up my shirt and tied it
I was too anxious to really be aroused at the time but I feel like once I calm down from the experience ill probably fap to that
Keep it subtle at first. They'll notice of course and by slowly ramping it up you can find out which ones want to help you get it done right. Happy dancing
want to help get it done right
??
They might want to help feminize you too
This is real life so I highly doubt it
But that said, the instructor contradicted herself by saying several times than belly dancing isn't a gendered thing and that men and women can belly dance but then when we got going she said that belly dancing is fundamentally a celebration of womanhood so yeah
Maybe thats not a contradiction
braver than all the reppers at home
PLEASE go back
complaining about waxing
getting waxed is 100% worth it stop being such a crybaby
made me take a belly dancing class
this is extremely fucking based of her you are very lucky, is she cis
if it's too much for you do you wanna trade places because i'd gladly take this on
Well your not going to be a repper for long with her arpund anon.
middle aged office women love belly dancing
Why would they even want a male belly dancer at their studio
Just go find a dancing class anon
being forced to take belly dancing classes is one of my top MEFantasies, very nice OP
WHERE do you find women like this? I NEED this in my life.
this is so hot in the most twisted way im glad for you op lol
Convince op to go to his second belly dance lesson
FUCK OP, I want this for myself. OP can ruin it for herself for all I care.
I mean at this point I do think I will go back. I'm scared though
op is literally there for a sex fetish
somehow he is polite and likeable compared to the other males who have been there
How does that work
any of the "other males" taking a belly dancing class are probably also raging homo faggot fetishists, op is a good girl doing as shes told, shes probably nice irl
go back silly, get over it, you should take anti androgens they will help with ur shame / guilt, make that girl proud of you
op is a good girl doing as shes told
You just destroyed me
yeah I know how you tick cause im the same way, you seem sweet, i know you are probably uncomfortable but im sure you can handle it well, just try to enjoy the classes and detach it from your private life stuff, if you feel shame and guilt its probably because your still clinging to male socialization which makes you feel embarrassed, genuinely i think test suppression would help you with that, you should be on hrt anyway, obviously it helps if your cute and take care of yourself, I would have the same anxieties as you do if I was put in that situation, you just need to let go of your guilt and enjoy learning something new and fun! :) i believe in u
If second lesson isn't horrible I'll start hrt again
good luck