The fuck is it with trannies and wanting to be abused...

i think maybe i want someone to hurt me, and then, treat me very softly after, and give me lots of hugs, and tell me it's okay, and take care of me, and then it's like, they show me it's okay to be hurt sometimes, and that i can trust them. like they make me scared but then they pull it back in and show me everything's okay and that they love me, and maybe that would make me feel more like it's okay to be scared sometimes. maybe it would make conflict less scary. almost like teasing my abandonment issues...
i like being in a situation where someone has the capacity to do whatever they want to me. complete and total control. they could rape me, kill me, whatever, if that's what they wanted to do. and so they demonstrate that capacity, and then, show me that their choice is to love me anyway...
i think that would make me cry. i think that would make me love that person forever...

that seems like setting yourself up for a cycle of unhealthy relationships. I can't really be mean to someone I actually like, I can only ever do it to someone I don't really care about and have no intention of seeing after I'm done with them so I can just turn off my humanity and go to town. if that's what you're looking for, you'll probably only wind up with people who don't really respect you and are just using you.

When he's choking you with both hands while he cums in you... getting that sleepy dreamy feel while your breathing slows down and the pressure on your throat and it just feel like everything slows down and all you can focus on is his cock jerking in you and you can tell he's unloading a bunch of cum... It's the best feeling better than anything desu

bdsm isnt abuse.

You people are sick perverts and fetishists

what do you think i should do about my ailment? do you think i want to be like this?

yeah this definitely

it kind of feels like it. the part of me that enjoys doing it is the same part of me that likes fighting and hurting people in other situations. I don't want that to be something that gets conflated with sex for me, I think that could go horribly.

I've had someone tell me that verbatim, that I could kill her right now if I felt like it and she thought it was hot. I felt really bad that night when I left, I felt like such dirt

Isn't this normal female sexuality?

I felt really bad that night when I left, I felt like such dirt

I'm so sorry :(

Take a cold shower and stop watching porn

everyone I don't like is le porn addict

neo-puritans and projection, like two peas in a pod

i guarantee you goon 20 times as much as any tranny who's on estrogen

It demind me of the only affection my dad gave me.

its not. people conflate it with abuse because some stupid people and media depict it that way.

fantasizes about porn-style sex

y-you're the gooner/y-you're a puritan

you niggers think anything sexual is 'porn-style' because you're obsessed

Watch Secretary (2002). Microdosing abjection helps them internalise positive experiences they otherwise wouldn't be able to trust due to trauma and abjection in early life.

cis women do this too

Watching porn since you're 11 does that to you. This is why I hate chasers and transbians. I don't even care about fetishization, but it's weird how they're so horny when the sex they want is so detached from reality and how it actually works.

being into abuse is extremely normie and fembrained

It's not actually. Most normie cis women I know aren't into choking and degradation kinks and whatever porn addicts think sex is.

I didn't say most, but a very large number of normie cis women are into some dom/sub stuff, you're just a prude

Because all trannies have a humiliation & sissy fetish. They'll try to bullshit the way out, but no, it's really the only reason for MtF.

being slapped, hit and choked is normal sex! getting off only if you have several bruises is normal!

Nah. The number of cis women who read those old lady smut books or watch porn are very few, and the majority of them want to be dominant rather than be abused and slapped like a porn whore.

I most certainly do not, I'm just annoyed that every other tranny I end up banging does.
I am fucking telling you, the part of me that enjoys choking someone is the same part of me that enjoys real violence. This is definitely not something to be cultivated. You'll invariably end up with some doe eyed idiot that's codependent on an abusive sociopath that gets off on hurting them and thinks it's love.

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i've literally never watched porn in my entire life, and i've been Like This since the moment i began to have sexual thoughts. literally as like an 11 year old I would be having fantasized about being kidnapped and taken advantage of by someone.

I genuinely wish I was not like this but if "stop watching porn" is the best advice you can offer than seriously what am I supposed to do! i can't stop something i never started doing!

I have a boner now

fucking them

there's your problem.

You should get therapy and reflect on your childhood, that's highly abnormal

Being abused in certain ways sometimes induces a person wanting to be abused in erotic contexts.
Trannies have been abused by society in general for a while now. Not even to mention personal relations they may have had.