/mmg/ - manmoder general

Metamorphosis edition
QOTT: What got you to stop repressing?
Also reminder that manmoder general is for manmoders, ie AMABs on HRT who are not socially transitioning, and this is not nor will it ever be repgen/detransgen or mtfg

high key the (at the time upcoming) election. said fuck it might as well see of i like it before those dipshits go and make it really annoying to get. unfortunately i liked it :/

QOTT

people started dying and I saw how miserable people in repgen and agpgen where so I got over my shit and took my fucking pills, retard

moving out made me think that it's possible to transition and then I found out how to buy diy

i tried on some dress shirts the other day, facing my masculine frame really helped me understand my place in the world, if only i didnt like how they look so much, sigh, once again i just gotta lose 100 pounds

I'd rather hang out with trans men or other lgbt cis people. Trans women communities would give mw secondhand dysphoria.

you can just tell when a certain kind of braindead non-poster is here shitting the place up :)

is that me chuddy?

literally who?

QOTT I didnt want to john 50

20

kys

if youre 20 youre not john youre johnny be so fucking fr rn

true

sometimes I worry about how often the things I do and say here end up becoming habits I see others pick up

same

i am easily influenced

like what for example?

I hate touching my dick

this, for instance

I let /mmg/ run my life like a council of demons

fair point

I, too, often seek the wisdom of the council but with the acceptance that it is couched in schizophrenia and hate

no reply is class tho

should i sign up for another hrt appointment with the original clinic or just give it up entirely and detrans because i’m scared of being judged by a doctor who deals with probably literal hon manbeasts with bpd and stuff (im sorry that my mind has to drag others down)

original clinic. stick to it this time, don't waste their time and stop wasting yours you fuck ass

nigger we’re all on hrt you can’t fix male skull syndrome

malebrained nirvana but it’s okay

don't detrans FAGGOT make your appointment and fucking stick to it

this is repgen

you want

the is adult human males on estrogen gen 24+

Passes as half chinese

I hate my body

who was this meant for? you're incoherent

barely made the cutoff

all corporate butt rock is

you proved last thread you don't know what that word means and are too intellectually lazy to even try and back up your own statements but will instead lie and act like you're folding to just project the image of acquiescence

learn to read AND grow a spine

dawg you wasnt fighting me last thread

impartial third party here

i declare the winner of this gay-ass flamewar

dawg I wasn't "fighting" anyone I'm talking about this

gay ass? in my mmg?

QOTT

i didn't repress i just didn't even really know about hrt n shit until i was 20
and i looked like bigfoot when i was 15

that wasnt (me)

same thing

proofs??

i want to get top surgery so i can keep taking estrogen without having to be a weird freak

i think about that all the time but i only have a cups so i don’t really need to

hot take for mmg im quite fond of my boobies

same breastie

i hate them i want to be a twink again

i feel like a crossdresser with manboobs

i feel like a crossdresser with manboobs

WRONG, it's called being a guy with some extra stress relief toys

if I had been attractive or a twink pre-HRT I might have either trooned out way earlier or ended up john 50

I’m mef
I’m rogd
I’m guilty of taking estrogen for reasons beyond just trooning
I’m agp and tocd
Male on hrt for years and months
I’m a dead corpse
I’m not angry at the world
Only at myself.
Why did i do it?
Just to pretend that I’m trans :)
I’m funny like that
I love my life! I’m normal
I’m a man
I’m a rod

my name is julia

im a sissy

my purpose is to worship cock

ohhhhhhh daddy look at my tits ohhhhhh daddy!!!!

mef

not a thing

rogd

not a thing

agp

not a thing like you're trying to use it

tocd

not a thing

manmoetry

you see as men age their testosterone goes down and their estrogen goes up, which is partly why they have flabbier bodies, thankfully you can now take estrogen and "transition" into the body of a 50 year old man 100x faster!

no it’s not okay im jumping now…

I AM A SISSY WHORE LOOK AT ME
IM ON HRT SO I CAN __ ___from the ___ AND AVOID MASCULINIZATION AS IF IM KOT ALREADY ALMOST 30
HAHA
HAHAHAHAHA
IM SORRY
I got my diagnosis
Why do I need to keep taking hrt? I can just show that around and be fine lol
I should shave my hair
I never had long hair until now. Abd I LIKED getting haircuts as a kid. I liked being manly and the center of attention
I liked myself
I’m a man.

real talk sissies have high agency, and im like super low agency

Doing this :)

i'm below even the lowliest sissyhon

it’s so rainy i need another man to hold me..

Tranny sissy hypno that turns you into a real girl!!!

hello

not repgen

i wish sissy hypno worked

im so lonely why wont men hold me on rainy afternoons

I Am Repgen

knowing sissy hypno existed and seeing it posted on Anon Babble scared me into repressing

It worked for me :)
It helped me find my true self :)

I trooned cayse they were gonna cut my hair for army shit
Nah fuck off
Trump is based too fuvk trannies in here only men should be in the army like me.

howd that go

the fact that sissy hypno and all this other retarded faggot shit actually exists and its adjacent to the stuff i delude myself is my real identity makes me want to fucking rope

i woulda trooned but my moms got me a bmx

I’m a sissy on hrt now sucking manmoder cock for attention
Sissy is your real

You are only trutrans if you get along well with other women

I wish I wasn’t old and on hrt
No delusions at least: I’m a man and nothing more cause I had to grow old to accept I should troon. Last second eh?

what if i don't get along well with anyone?

Nobody is trutrans except for the teens who do diy orchi
Everyone else is fake

i was always too squeamish but i spent nights sleeping with a razor blade at the base of my penis hoping god would help me

gotta learn to separate it all

pickmes second against the wall

goon thru it

I’m a male on hrt
Trump did one thing right
Broken clock etc

Trump did one thing right

oh? and what, specifically, was that? you disingenuous shit

Why does everyone ITT type like a male?

Ding ding ding ding ding!

because we are male men on estrogen

god this is the most pathetic thread on the board, if you freaks put as much effort into actually transitioning as you do complaining you would all be passing by now. you all call yourselves men over and over like its your mantra, you are either non dysphoric porn addicts or trans ocd because no real trans women would spend so much time calling herself a man as you all do

define typing like a male

I took hrt to avoid the draft lol thanks putin

we're men here, retard.

proofs???

thats just it im not a real trans woman im mentally ill and just cant be a man for some fucking reason

I am non dysphoric tocd freak yes

I can't point out specifics, it's just that, if the text is long enough, you can just tell the gender of the person who wrote it. It's a subconscious thing.

im just trying to elevate my dysphoria while maintaining a realistic outlook with give my characteristics and minimizing getting hate crimed. sorry if thats not woke or whatever

why are people coming to the man thread for men to call us men?

sometimes i think i should just try being a man for once, like i never actuall ytried in my whole life i always acted like such a faggot

fuck alleviate

It’s pretty easy why aren’t you doing it?

you can just tell

lol
retard

I’m jerking if what dysphoria? Btw

cause the idea just feels bad

”you’re all freaks!”

Yeah. We know.

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Lol
Lmao

who was this meant for?

I'm 6'2

tourism

its meant for you all <3

I'm bald

who was this meant for?

everyone

was this a reply to something?

yes

oh, I see, what was it in reply to?

dw about it

was this a reply to something?

was this a reply to something??

Yes.

well then freaking tag the post!!!

No.

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i remember back when we used to reply to each other in these threads but i've adjusted to the new way of doing things. this is directed specifically at you btw.

really is a great system

who was this meant for?

like i said, it was for you.

it's not and I'm fucking sorry I ever did it as an attempt at being catty and dismissive toward certain posters who don't belong itt

what was for who?

YOU MOTHERFUCKER, FOR YOU

Quick, go look in the mirror, you're magically a real woman now!

wtf it worked

this is NOT for you

i aint falling for that one again

so stop maybe

it keeps the gen cleaner and it works when the gen is slow its also so passive aggressive i love it

yea it worked

i want to roam around the city on my newly acquire skates but it's raining and i have a job interview tomorrow. life aint easy when youre a skatehon :(

derbymoding

I hate how fake my crying is
Like legit fake emotions xd

scheduled my bbl
lets fr** king gooooo

i have a square jaw

she needs a bbl

lmaoooo

I looked subhuman before HRT

not all of us started at 16, zoomzoom

most men do :/

yeah i literally looked barely like a human being prehrt, like some fucking goblin, idk what i was thinking. im not meant to be happy

so save for ffs? do literally anything other than just complaining about how you don't pass when you put no effort into it at all

16

+10 lol i got fat ass but no titties doe

why are (you) here, this is a reply directed at you btw

it takes years to save up

yea and the no trip fags honor code feels so good

HEY
I'M TALKIN TO YOU
YEAH, YOU, BITCH

just save up for years for surgery that wont even succeed half the time and by the time you get it you will be old

fucking hell this life is bleak, i give up

if /mmg/ posts like men and we’re more feminine than the other gens then what does that say about typical mtf trannies

we are not more feminine than the other gens wtf

any fellow chadhons/bradhons/thadhons itt?

but the tourist before last said we were

were you born retarded or

ok maybe I'm hard projecting + coping here, but the jawline doesn't really matter that much as long as your chin isn't like very masc, right?
Like there are (hot) women with very sharp jawlines but of course they don't have a huge chin, I feel like that's more important.
Am I onto something or just coping?
t. sharp jawline, ok-ish chin (I think)

they're inline

i'm a dadhon

it isnt the sharpness but the largeness that is the issue

unchon

trvke lowkey

I can't make myself shorter (6'2)

native american chadhon

Family and coworkers tell me that my “native genes” are strong. They mean my massive jaw and cheekbones.

for midshits? maaaybe

youre probably cute

could hrt have saved her?

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looser mindset, use some forbidden spell or like wheelchair yourself baka
t. 6'3 and seething

They mean my massive jaw and cheekbones.

they could also mean beautiful hair and minimal facial hair.

are you that anon with massive hips? if yes fuck off

who?

that's not necessarily viable for everyone

They're not big, it's an optical illusion

fuck off fakemoder some of us cant ever pass and are tortured by dysphoria

In 3 days my friend is moving across the country and I no longer have a reason to keep going on. I can finally rest

just-world fallacy

lmao fuck off heighthons aren't real

everyone post height v under bust right the fuck now

You are very wrong, why do you think transphobes call trans women 6'2 men in dresses? Actually tall women are very very rare and they are called trans
How can I ever pass if I'm 6'2

it's not a fallacy, good things happen to good people and bad things happen to bad people.

5’7
32
never passer

they call any tranny who isn't a giga stealth passoid a man in dress be fr

6’1”
36”
he/him

5'8 hon

it's over

there are women with angular jaws, you are just using a minor feature you don't like as an excuse not to put any effort in at all.

nta, and desu I've never seen those hips, but I mean them having one lucky thing doesn't immediately cancel out getting unlucky with others (like being 6'2).
To pass you need a decent mix of everything, only having wide hips won't save you.
Again tho, never saw a pic, so they might be a gigaluckshit in all other aspects

reddit honscience

nta, I'm that one coper from here But look up anything like "square jaw model", they just look like women. Admittedly I'm probably coping but it doesn't make it impossible to pass I think

i got da fucking crimson chin face

you are coping and choosing to ignore sexual dimorphism in the jaw (very significant dimorphism)

if youre a newfag this can be pretty surprising at first, it's hard to understand just how effective the internet is at spreading memetics and egregores without firsthand experience. you don't even have to be a very efficient poster to see your thoughtforms (whether genuine or not) pop up just 5 years after you started spreading them, and in a decade they might have gotten big enough to become a real ideology

Being 6'2 means I will never pass
Height is the best way and most obvious way to get clocked

not repgen

i'm a man

no we are estromen who estrowalk to see estrocrows

CROWBROS WHERE THE FUCK WE AT

agreed, tripfags are fucking gay

damn it feels good to be a crowCHAD

HAVENT GONE FOR AN ESTROSTROLL IN A WHILE TBHON

6'0"
34"
t. ruemoder

i have to be nicer

i need paint my nails

chuddie feeta

abusive 17 year old older brother but as a woman

6'3 (190cm)
33.5in (85cm)
I know, I know

my desert

charges you $30 for the shittiest bong rip in existence

#goals

nooooo I would never

yeah, at the end of the day it just gives me pause and I can only think that maybe I should be a little bit less schizo and negative even on Anon Babble

that said i DO need to be raped and killed

my arakis

would u stroke my hair if i put my head in ur lap?

she doesn't like troons

that’s man baby

Why did I have to be born 6'2

i'm a gay male

i think u were born shorter tbhon

Do you know that I will never be able to go stealth because you can't do anything about your height and it's basically physically impossible?
Maybe in the future hip implants or things like that start to exist but it's physically impossible to decrease your height without ruining your other proportions and turning you into a monster

fakemoder lies exposed again

im right there with you, bro

boo fucking hoo

Why can't I complain about this???

why is that rick owens in the picture

hes the blueprint

rick owens is hot. unironically

not true

i wish i was rick owens

michele lamy a baddie too

The 6’2″, 220-lb Transgender Dude Dominating Women’s Handball Championships

Lmao being tall is literally the worst thing you can have as a tranny
They wouldn't mention that you're 5'7

im going to grow you like a tree till you are a few inches taller

I'm still REALLY bad at it because I do it so inconsistently and have to shower then still do some cleanup after, but the results make me happy

you have passing hips and shoulders

I have a giga ultra mega extra height in like the 0.001% percentile for women

whats your underbust btw?

zero voice train

never use make up

short hair

still called girl/woman/ma'am 90% of the time

what gives

I had a little verbal exchange with a really bold crowbro the other day, he didn't give a fuck

bro ur glowing

Like 31.5 inches

yer a fakemoder, 'arry

AMABs on HRT who are not socially transitioning

nah

i must die

that's exactly why the term fakemoder exists; you're either not a real manmoder or a passoid "manmoder" (boymoder)

QOTT

I WAS 26 i only thought about kms and it was really scary

100% of my thiughts were kms it was rly scary until like 1% of thiughts became “oh what if i transitioned” but i dodnt rly i know how but i looked into it and was like “oh woah” and then more % of my thoughts were of transitioning instead of kms so i had a goal and stuff

and then i talked to my doctor but she didnt know anything so i started diy for 6 months until a tranny centre finally contacted me and then uhu yeah im on hemrmoje replacement therapy whateva yo whateva eh?

you tell her bro

what the fuck are you talking about jesse. i fit the definition op wrote therefore im not a fakemoder

not a single one here that i wouldn't pipe.

take me to dinner first

i'll pipe you if you pipe me bro
no faggot shit tho

FAKEMODERRRRRRRRRSSSS OUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTT RAHHHHHHH

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canes ok?
i'm ready

i fit the definition op wrote therefore im not a fakemoder

interesting
tell me your definition of fakemoder and where there is any conflict between that, what I said, and the definition in the OP

how that fuark do you gash your hand on a conditioner bottle fuark my retarded estromale life

hey boy i am going to kill you ok? leave now

bro I break nails on window panes and cut myself on my estromail or the cardboard of the box full of actual razors and things I used to deliberately cut myself with

idk my measurements bro i just know im a real ass man

I think someone could make me laugh until I peed myself with a good/bad enough jordan peterson impression

man to man this trying to be a woman shit dont work for a real man and you have to grow up.

man to man

and why is that?

I am man, yet I have the 'phoria, and thus I mode

actaully just a fucking ai

so true bro so true

my sense of perception and understanding, male. my male sense. my eyes, male. my beating heart, male. my organ systems all male. in every single male nucleus of every single male cell there is a y chromosome (male). it’s over and i’m male

some boys are tall

some girls are bigger than others

true, and she thinks I'm being mean but I'm jealous of people who are a little taller than I am

I just want to fit in
Being 20 cm taller than most women is not fitting in
People also tell me I look big in real life

can't tell you how many times I've had people (strangers, family, friends) unprompted remark on my impressive physical stature or big arms and wide swimmer bod shoulders - you are taller than me but also way narrower and have more feminine proportions

Yeah it really sucks and I hate being reminded of how tall I am, maybe people think it's a compliment for men

maybe people think it's a compliment for men

yeah this or, I assume, sometimes a way of trying to be "subtly" mean or admonishing when they know you're some kind of mtf

anyway it's different for everyone because it's all fucked up and messy biological noise, I'm just not dysphoric about those things for whatever reason and appreciate things like my height and physique and voice and as a result I am unironically jealous

I just want to fit in

have you tried bending down? maybe crouching?

bruh

Nobody knows I'm an MTF and I don't want to tell anyone, there's no point and I think it's funny to see a 6'2 man tell you he's a woman

it's a compliment for men

it is, moids are obsessed with being tall

I would date a short guy

I wouldn't date men at all

heterosexuality is rape
western society is rape

That's fine too

all sex is rape

life is rape

is it heterosex when i bang my afab gf

neuromancer fucking sucks

SHIT TASTE

hop on? someone? add steam now

I'm still gonna finish but for now: it's trash

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up) Before I come undone
(Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become

I sang the female vocals for that song as a kid

faggot

i hate myself

i dont know how to socialise and make friends

ONE THING
I DONT KNOW WHY

some rando in my other general got me to play with them

I asked to wear my mother's heels more than once IN FRONT OF HER

it really do be like that anon. why the fuck did nobody say anything :(

my parents thought I would outgrow it

you can say that i did in a way. her heels stopped fitting

same :(

sissygen lmao

agpgen use to go hard ngl

they convinced me to transition by being so miserable and backwards

lmao, i liked frenchies extended agp astrology

Is that gen b& or something?

why would we be bait

Why does princess leia look like that ? they should have casted a hottie baka

I've never had someone comment on my height even tho am manlet, but have had someone comment about my ass which was something...

subject in name field

go be a bad faith Anon Babble user somewhere else

Kys faggot also i never made the threads u mentioned earlier… take ur pills grandpa etc

ew

hey guys what's goin on in this thread

now my kindle has ghost touch

god fuck this book

read snow crash it's neuromancer for kids

books suck i just scroll

QOTT:

Idk I just stopped after thinking about it for years. I thought it was what I wanted but reality is I was never sure about it and detrooned because it felt like me trying to become someone else rather than just bee myself

Subject

that's all your text, bitch

wtf you can't use that word dude

hey guys you’ll never guess what i found out

retards equate calling out a dogwhistle with being triggered

i dunno why people get all political in this gen. personally i think we should love everyone and treat one another with respect.

i wish being a tranny wasnt politics

Skooooiiiiiink!

true. people seem to have a brain aneurysm when they find out i'm a right wing tranny

same, politics is fucking gay

BOOTLICKER PIECE OF SHIT

boots do be kinda tasty tho

i moded till i was all outta man so i honned up hoping i could mode just a bit more and the whole worlds laughin

new

life is just an illusion. reality is nothingness. in the end, everything will return to nothingness. existence is suffering and pointless. i wish more than anything to end my suffering, and yet im kept here by my own cowardice