/gaygen/ - kimi edition
/gaygen/ - kimi edition
TRY TO TAKE ME OUT THE GHETTO BUT IM STILL BUCKWILD
shout out to the retards that spend their time getting upset over name fags
I MET A GIRL THAT I KNOW AT THE GROCERY STORE
SHE HATES MY MUSIC AND SHES A FUCKING WHORE
WE NEVER BREAK UP CUS WE NEVER DATED
I was gonna make a sexy clownboy edition, but I couldn't find an image for it.
was watching some courtroom stuff and this judge was in one of the videos
he;s so hot
Front camera's broken?
sex!!
The idea of bottoming is very arousing and exciting, but being an actual bottom is a joyless experience, tried to many times, slow, fast, plenty of lube, it never feels as good as it sounds, guess is just not for me, back to fucking twinks.
I'm not sexy enough sis..
Räikkönen?
Oh to be 10 years younger and he pay you 800 dollars to go on a date... and more... and you go to a really expensive restaurant and the conversation is really awkward and reminds you of talking to older male relatives asking if you're in college or whatever and then one of his friends spots him and they talk for 10 minutes while you sit there prodding at your lobster and his friend looks over to you a couple times and knows what's up and he just kind of half laugh half smiles and then he takes you back to a hotel and you have to suck his hairy wrinkly 4 incher and you just keep telling yourself it's ok you'll have a PS4 tomorrow and then he leaves early and you're still drunk so you stay up watching hotel tv and then you wake up the next morning on the bathroom floor
that sounds great
You may call me daddy if you are half my age.
gayness is stored in the balls which is why jerking off makes it go away
i still feel gay after orgasming
This is why I don't understand prostitution.
Either its a bunch of theater to make it seem like something its not, or theres no theater at all and there is no sport to it, just contrived sex where its obvious both are retreating to their imaginations to get through it, so its still theater.
Which is a good way to vet psychotics: the one who actually believes something happened that didnt, and the one whose values are so warped that they have completely abandoned all other priorities and safeguards for the almighty fucking dollar.
you must be a full blown faggot…i’ve heard of your kind but never seen one of you in this thread before
Irl tranny prostis have sex with closet gays in exchange for cheese sandwiches or 10% off coupons at GameStop.
what about camwhores who did it bc they were neglected as a kid and just want someone who appreciates them but they don't feel like they can get that irl bc of anxiety and possible autism so they resort to camming and having explicit conversations with guys online to try and fill that emptiness and they equate sexual interest with love bc of warped perspectives due to daddy issues asking 4 a friend
can't even think of time it's gone away honestly
ngl i love the dollar tho
yeah we love her here sis
This was oddly amusing. if disturbing, ty
tiktok.com
I refuse to believe that gays have feelings
im not a sis, girlina
What do you get out of trying to convince people to give you sympathy? Idgi. I think you're a male narcissist like your father, a two -faced person at all times, fake, autistic, a pedophile, a tranny, and a homophobe.
thats ok. its your constitutional right, bro
it's ok to hate them cus they're not human beings
Ok bro.
Im gonna need a few minutes to compose a sentence rocket
Exactly. Trannies are insane. Emo thinks he's a lesbian now. Death camps now.
show me where in the constitution it said you could believe what you want and make sure it wasn't speaking metaphorically
That's right bro. I'm a calculator.
You may call me daddy if you are cute
tiktok.com
Pls add him on tiktok. I hate to see a cute twink cry.
slayer not obsessing over trannies yet still getting everything wrong challenge: impossible difficulty
When you don't answer you look guilty.
we're you asking a question? what's the point in engaging with you when you're acting in bad faith and posing intellectually dishonest questions while being wrong about the things you say
why would I wrestle with a pig even I don't want to get covered in mud
Okay I think I got it:
what about camwhores who
resort to camming
due to daddy issues
Assuming that is the question, I am unclear what it has to do with prostitution. One makes the goal transactional sex, the other has the goal performative entertainment.
If there were no difference, then porn would be prostitution exempted by the presence of a camera.
And perhaps that is true also. But they are different, if similar.
So then the question is "what about making porn?".
While I personally view them as described, one has a lot more risk control and is specifically for entertainment, not engagement.
This is what it must feel like for Grok when I am dumping algebraic word problems on it and it can't make out what I am asking.
Poor emo. He such a good person to suffer so much personal confusion.
ok interesting response, I ask bc I feel the two are similar in terms of being exploitative, but you articulate well the differences between the two
I don't feel that I was abandoning principles for money o other gain, but u do think I was acting psychotic insofar as thinking it night make me feel loved or better about myself, which I guess prostitutes may also do. the lesser degree of risk is a big difference though
sorry if this isn't a deep response or deep enough, I'm about to fall asleep but 8 though I would respond bc you put effort into your thoughts ty ty
I'm not wrong about anything I've said to you. If I were wrong, you'd correct me, yet you never have. I need a break from you, you're a broken record posting the same shit every day for years, which you also post in the tranny general. Do you have friends that love you in mtfg? No because you're a bitch and a cunt.
I've tried correcting you multiple times but you never listen, you're just a weird dude
This is what it must feel like for Grok when I am dumping algebraic word problems on it and it can't make out what I am asking.
it must be hard to be stupid
deathcamps for trannies when
ok, d-daddy
don't leave :'(
i'll miss your voice
oh shit he's leaving?
finally!
Hello everyone
good riddance you were one of the worst posters in the same tier as biboomer
Should I buy Baba is (You)?
i ain't a playa i just crush a lot
a nigga love gettin pussy, love rockin diamonds
what's the appeal of fat guys?
well sometimes the dick get fat too. got like a 40 between his legs.
like two sticks of that butta dude. glued together.
what is your buttcheeks
those are fake tears
mandatory program to round up and groom brown and black bottoms into harems for racist nazi tops
he's not a twink but he is definitely a women the way he cries over inane bullshit
i almost died (SA) and didn't cry oncw
Is transgenderism fundamentally opposed to the concept of sexuality?
They will be taught to chant nigga heil hitler at the start of the day for their morning service.
are you guya even gay? wtf?
silky hair and i let it air dry
low rise jeans and a nice top style
clock this beat it will last all night
uber to the party cause i got too shy
i almost died (SA)
i cant tell if this means south africa or sexual assault
no suicide attempt
bovine bottom breasts
No Suicide Attempt!
i am a straight passing hairy bottom
husshons
damn i wanna do cattleplay with my bottom now. i can be the farmer and he can be the cow
we need to see
can you clean my hooves?
Why is turning bulls into geldings ever a necessity?
HELLO
and i don't show anything on my face
not a smile, not disappointment, nothing
i am simply done with this world
better meat and preventing accidental pregnancies
disengagement is actually an expression
as you can see his expression clearly shows disinterest, possibly boredom
i’ve watched so many farrier videos that i’m confident i could clean anon’s infected hooves
notice the somewhat distinct but subtle frown and blank eyes
disinterested, apathetic, bored and alone.
What about my hooves
i would make him drink the juice that came out too
you know that dude from pokemon
that team galactic leader, cyrus
it's like that
simply a blank slate, simply observing
i am not bored though
i simply observe, like it's what i am supposed to do
like i was ordered to monitor, but not intervene
that might be a two man job
your here to tear shit up and die, believe
bottoms will learn their fucking place
the ones that don't will be abused
A total of 31.5% of self-identified Democrats who responded to the poll said they would vote for Buttigieg for president in four years, according to the poll.
masslive.com
You're going to vote for our first gay president in 2028 right?
that would be a good joke
bottoms verbally abuse tops physically abuse and verses don't exist
Why would someone continue to choose to identify as gay when nobody believes it
a bottom belongs to his top
a bottom must obey his top
a bottom should should put his top's needs above his own
a bottom will wear nothing but a jockstrap around his top
a bottom wear wear nothing but an apron when cooking food for his top
a bottom should do all the chores
a bottom will not leave the house without being accompanied by his top
a bottom must cover himself head to toe when outside the house
a bottom will not speak to other tops
a bottom that misbehaves can be punished in any way the top sees appropriate
I would but I’m Canadian
Yes sir
before i vote for a bender i need to know whether he tops or bottoms and whether he swallows
no thank you bro
good
you better know your place
or else!
Hi guys I'm sure you've noticed my absence
kamala would've been way more entertaining as a president than drunpf
how old are you?
Hi guyyys
I've noticed your fatness
wig
Yes, I exist only to serve
We've already had a gay president it was Obama everyone knows Michelle is a tranny
lol he claims to leave for good about 3 times day
well that's good
i like hearing his vocaroos
i want to be a good bottom to my future top husband :3
Shut up that hurts my self esteem and makes me sad and want to eat
I will
Hello! How are you?
You have nice skin :)
you look like putin and karl pilkington
That's right when you insult me it makes me more powerful
are you crazy? who are you talking too?
i wanna pinch your cheeks
you must be retarded then
What did you have/are you having for dinner tonight?
i hate my life and existence
I want my boyfriend to dye his hair pink for a whole month during Pride season.
what is the point of life if is not fun at all
just kill yourself, ugly
try saying smth nice
evil Anon Babble be like
I love life life is too good
if life is suffering then the point must be to suffer
squeezing hemorrhoids and mixing with poopoo
it's a delicacy!
certain user who i wont reply too
your comment is disgusting, consider suicide
i wish i was a fat black woman living in africa
i want to eat african kids
one for breakfast, one for lunch, another one for dinner
i am fat, i should not eat
meant for
no, niggers are subhuman
Why
I want to sit on a black man and crush him with my weight
dysphoric and not attractive, also life is pointless and boring
life is pointless and boring but i think the point is to transcend suffering
have u tried volunteering, i volunteered for the crisis hotline its in september
pointless and boring
much like you are posts
yall got any more of em
aigh no cap fr
Haha that's a good idea!
i am the suicidal dawg
go cry me a river faggot
bix nood waagwan ma breda
yesterday is gone forever
tomorrow will never be here
so, live for today
i miss squeak. he was so pretty and a proper little fellow. ahhhhhhhh.
yall is nasty btw
days, they come and go so fast
you sometimes wonder how long they are going to last
everyday is a beautiful day
don't waste your time doing things you wouldn't like to do
i deserve the pain and suffering
post your face, slut
Dysphoric? Are you trans?
Life is boring and pointless for everyone by default. Do something about it.
they're not dysphoric or whatever buzz word..
jesus.
some of them are just lilytino.
You should go to the gym and get big. Get some steroids. I bet you'd look good roided.
I want to become obese and sit on as many black men as I can
I want to crush their bones as they cry and scream for help, but it will never arrive
would you let your boyfriend put your pants on and fart in tjem
Life is boring and pointless for everyone by default. Do something about it.
Some people have this innate sense of wonder for all things. Everything is magic to them. They threaten gnostics and atheists alike.
Do both. Gorge on sushi. Become sumo.
ignore the deer who got mauled by a bear bro it's magical
also don't drink the water
bears are magical that’s why we used to worship them
You don't have a boyfriend because you choose not to have a boyfriend. :^)
i have a boyfriend because i was chosen by god
What do think of him ms larrisa?
Does he make your AGP squeak?
should i buy a hairless cat too
*
sniffing bottom's smelly farts after he eats ethnic foods
hmmmm sniiiiifff
No that's called copying and it's a bad look
Are you mentally unstable?
i want to lick your big fat balls
All hairless cat owners end up having sex with their cats.
no u have to oil them
buy a hairless bf instead
ok :(
no
if your bottom is hairy, it's time to throw him in the bin
It's actually important to sleep without a shirt on with your hairless cat so you can have skin contact bonding
shave your bottom by force
and make him wear a maid dress
haha benis
They just have more of certain brain chemicals
This is pancakes benis
look at those tiny canadian cocks
My brains chemistry is autistic because I took many vaccines
The fact that cats have such small penises always seemed so stupid to me, like it naturally shouldn't be like that
i want a cute guy to make me his bitch, but idk how to even convey these unholy thoughts to someone, without being weird. basically i want bareback anal sex every day, and i'll do anything my bf wants (sexually) as long as his requests are reasonable and not too degrading. is this considered high maintenance? i don't want to be a burden uwu
yet i digress.
I want you to consider deleting your post
animals don't need them to flaunt
animals care about other features like better mane or better feathers
something they need for survival in the wild
I trained my cats to say Weiner they yell Weiner sometimes
you should have named him mr klancakes and taught him to seig heil instead
Do you feed it peanut butter
this
these are tough times, gotta recruit anyone we can for the noble cause
I want to cum on some manly muscular man's stubble.
might be one of those periods where i listen to loveless on repeat until i have a psychotic break
jackpot baby
This is pretty normal bro. Just be honest and true with yourself and someone will be glad to pick you up on your offer.
in the future, people will get to select their features like in sims, and even create partners with features they find appealing through bio-engineering
personally, if i were to live in that time, i would create two guys who both fight for my attention but don't mind pinning me down and sharing my bussy anytime they get horny
I had dinner and now I want a boyfriend to kiss
grr
the gay men's flag is a pretty good choice for dying your hair for pride month. I don't know how to style it yet though.
Does kissing turn into cuddling and vice versa or is it something that's more planned?
kissing turns to strangling, and then cuddling
Oh goodness
Does it feel good?
how do you find a man that doesn't mind if you start shaking and crying while he fucks you?
But dogs have relatively bigger penises
what you want?
boomers had a point here
to have never existed but no one will tell me how
if you start shaking and crying while he fucks you
We love to see that bro. Don't stop shaking or crying.
i am so miserable, i wish i could just kms
ya, feels even better when he's inside you and kissing you at the same time
pray and pray until you cry and realize there is no one listening
Don't be afraid to start ugly crying too bro. I want to see your face get messy while I fuck you.
youtube.com
Not actually a song about boys but its rly good!
Oh gosh inside me? Like sex?
there is no happiness for me, that is for other people :(
only eating would make me feel good now but i am fat and smoking feels so bad..
I'm glad my birthday isn't during Pride. My gay cousin is gonna let his inner hoe come out on his birthday next weekend.
i went through that ages ago i need to do something new
homosexual intercourse, aka. breeding
i have literally no idea how to find this irl, i've never had gay sex as an adult because i'm afraid and don't want to just start randomly crying on a guy
also, what's the allure??
i need to lose 9kgs
Imagine having a pet monkey
I do, his name is slayer
I would no joke restrain it with twine and suck its eyeballs out with my mouth and eat them
monkeys are the only creature truly capable of evil (other than man), they are DEMONIC!!!!
lol
pls mercy
REEEEEEEEEWAAW WEEEEEEWEAWW
no
talk to god through encrypted license plates that pass by your house
Wow (@_@)
Sex is all about being emotionally and physically vulnerable with some guy you trust. That's the good part about sex, finding some guy you feel safe enough to cry and shake on his body while he pumps your belly full of cum.
giwtwm
breakfast - oatmeal with mushrooms, chicken stock, and apple cider vinegar. brings me back to working 10-12 hours a day delivering mail on just a double portion of this and fruit. christmas season, so slammed we couldnt fit all the packages into the truck at once and id organize mail while driving. blasting emo out of my bluetooth speaker. oddly nostalgic
i need homosexual intercourse
i want a strong man to pin me down, make me worship his hairy pits, his nipples, his balls
then breed me with his cock and fill me up with his warm seed
monkeys should not be pets, theyre too intelligent and similar to humans.
are u the demographic of those gross monkey torture videos
you are not a REAL gay if you don't suck your bottom's cock and kiss him on the lips when fucking his hole
I used to want one when I was a kid.
Sounds wholesome and healthy, giton! I hope you have a good rest of your day.
It activates something primal in a man. Like when a predator catches it's prey crying and begging for it's life before he devours his prey. It also activates a protector's instinct in men to console a weaker person like a woman crying or a child crying. It makes a man feel strong and gives him meaning and purpose to protect someone who is weaker than him that he cares about.
top's shouldn't fear their bottoms, as long as they're giving them what they need. a relationship should be give and take. tops 'give', and bottoms TAKE. as it should be. you don't want to be annihilated, do you?
torturing monkeys is also evil, just like torturing humans, they should just be left in the jungle and never interacted with ever, they are the true sons of perdition and will infect any human with their sinful aura!!!!!!
well i disagree but youre not that evil at least
ty ty
kissing is gr8 but im often too short to reach during sex lol
can you never reply to me again thanks
if you ever have to interact with a chimp you will rapidly learn of their wicked ways, they are NOTHING like the noble great apes (like orangutans, my favourite)
actually good wtf
amazing what a peon can do with just a little bit of slop.
literally need someone like this, i wish i had the impetus to actually try and get some irl
i'm such a fucking pussy lmao
wish i could give you meaning and purpose <3
You're welcome!
If you read this when you wake up
(oddly I fell asleep before you did, had both good and peculiar dreams, and woke up with a song thats been stuck in my head that reminds me of my first bf in high school)
And now, though no one asked, I feel compelled to digress on to that.
I wont get too specific because Idw feed my haters more material. He wasnt my first guy but he was my first declared bf. I'd just turned 17 and he was younger. I was a naive bumbler in one of my numerous clique phases, this one was sort of odd street punk theme; long hair on one side of my head, shaved on the other, Vision sneakers, that whole deal. He was a short parta rican twink, horribly sexually precocious (I was definitely not his first, and thats a bit of a flag) who liked plether jackets, ripped jeans, mild piercings and orange frosted hair.
The context in which we met is a bit more personal or the odd relationship we had and its implications socially are another story, and not relevant to this. But the song reminds me of when he smiled at me, devilish twinkling eyes. I don't think I'll ever quite get past that image in in my head, since its mentally a powerful association of a lot of things in my life in that period.
I mention it because after I woke up, for some reason it got me to thinking about all the zoomers who say they missed teenage love, and while that seems a bit sad, my reflex to this has always been "no, you really didn't".
Which then got me to thinking about the modern state of males, and that troubles me. Reportedly, zoomers have given up on girls, and who can blame them. Which got me to thinking, what sort of male will develop if he isnt interested in sex.
Which I found more disturbing. Theres a good chance they are turning to porn and getting burned out on that, and becoming more sexually adventurous in their fantasy life, which has other implications...
kek
just tell us your chimp trauma already
But whats more disturbing is that we are talking about millions of guys. It also implies they are lacking social skills with females, which suggests they also lack social skills with males. Worse, these are formed in adolescence, so they are likely to get worse instead of better.
And I dont know where that leads to, but it doesnt seem good. I dont think humanity has ever arrived at this particular result before, which means we are socially in new territory. And there are plenty of vultures from the last generation who will profile these deficiencies looking to exploit mental weaknesses. Perhaps trans is a signal for this. We have, after all, normalized what is not normal and the result has not been positive.
And so I wonder what sort of exploitation this will result in. We are already seeing a pretty vast, unabashed uptick in nihilism, which is not a friend to social functioning.
So the question is, what happens when you have millions of young men who have no vision for life beyond surviving, and even that is in question. No ties to the society around them, no interest in participating. And who is going to benefit from that, and how. And if this seems normal, and someone pretends to offer them a solution, what will this lie be? Theoretically, they wont see a trap; they actually have to believe the lie to think its a solution. They will grasp at any phantom they think brings resolution, fulfillment, purpose... happiness.
Its all very troubling, and I dont know what to make of it.
So getting back to ...
do think I was acting psychotic insofar as thinking it night make me feel loved or better about myself
I have to first assert that I am in no way an accredited expert in this subject, so please take it for what it is: the opinion of some nameless asshole on the internet idling time on Anon Babble....
you are not a REAL top if you don't molest your bottom's hole with your pole and assert dominance
therapist
the rapist
need a therapist
:)
you should just give in larry it’s not like it’s going to get better as you get older
a chimp bit my mother when she was in guinea
It's funny how every AGP tranny that posts here ends up having much in common with biboomer.
bi cis men are agp
What kind of tranny am i
i'm freshly showered and i really wanna snuggle with another male.. no cap
If they bottom sure. Bi topchads are not retarded however.
grr! >.<
Transed GAY by alpha daddies
homosexuality is caused by satan touching your anus
I don't respect gays
Eventually the USA will descend into civil war, the predominantly white male USAF will turn on the government, and we'll have a revolution, to cleanse the country of the unproductive classes, the insane elites like Bill Gates who keeps trying to fund biological warfare against humanity, and the useless incel neet class which includes trannies.
Revolutions are healthy for a country, and whenever things become too stagnant, society loses its direction and purpose, it's faith, hope, and sanity. The French used to boogaloo often to prevent this from happening.
anyone who lets dick 9/11 their manhood is a woman
dom daddy bottoms
Women have holes designed to receive dick.
You taking a cock in your ass isn't comparable with being a woman, you're just a fag.
The French Revolution and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race sis.
So, if you have the patience to read it, I will try to unpack it to offer my impressions...
The first thing I notice is that regardless of anything I say, you have already made a connection in your mind between a behavior you seem to imply you regret, and a sense of lacking both affirmation and validation as an acceptable person, first from a father, and second from males generally, which, in your case, is expressed sexually in a context of that affirmation, or "love". You also indicate that you have interacted in a intellectually intimate way online, but as a medium for gain, which you de-emphasize and instead for intellectual titillation, a feeling of validation that you yourself have compartmentalized as being artificial in its basis; not real because it occurs online, which itself is a pointed way of framing it, since it was nonetheless interaction and seemed to produce positive feelings.
So you have already framed it as being both regrettable, artificial, a symptom of mental malformation, and associate it with your feelings about a paternal connection. That is, you already feel you have an answer to your question.
So what remains is: Is it true, and what, if anything, should be construed from it either way?
Theres an enormous amount to unpack here, but I will make the attempt, since arguing with Grok about rounding compound interest in iterations resulting in errors or a host of whiney podcasts can wait.
You assign meaning to this by way of your father. This is unusual, as most people might lack introspection, however you make a conscious association between the three elements here: seeking affirmation from males, your father, and the online behavior you associate it with.
Which is to say it is real in your head, regardless of how substantiated it may or may not be. So to test it, lets zoom out and look at broader factors...
you’re genuinely too stupid to have a conversation with do you never wonder why people find you unpleasant
agree, they didnt go far enough
would you date someone with HIV if they took their meds every day
I bought a website for myself.
i'm sub fem, but i can make a convincing power bttm. desu, i'll lead if that's what has to happen, each day is unique
only if they'd eventually take a drug holiday to convert me too
Here's the official faggots discussing philosophy board.
Go there
no and if a faggot with aids even asked me to fuck him i would empty a clip into his head
are you hosting your own mail, or what?
i hate being ugly and dysphoric
it will get better tho, ik it
listen i would fuck a ham sandwich in the middle of a synagogue if given the opportunity
isn't like a bad idea to host your own email because you'll almost always get flagged as a spam email server
how could it possibly get better for you how do you even begin to fix that many problems of such magnitude
I'm a phoneposter. This isn't my only form of socialization, nor do I care about your lack of friends enough to devote multiple paragraphs explaining my worldview to you. Shoo.
i'll tell my future bf to sit back and relax as i claim his body for my own pleasure
if they were honest and submissive about it sure. he should be embarassed and shy about it, and do anything I say to keep me with him despite his disease.
it’s definitely your only form of socialization you’re here no matter what time of day i pop in what is the point of telling such an unconvincing lie
not really, just set your shit up correctly and have proper dns, i haven't had any issues
i will stop caring abt them, also only dysphoria is really a big issue which will be solved, i just have to suffer and be patient for now sadly
the only cure for that is rope
warm nights are the best, mm, feels so good.
i think i have involuntary agp, i'm sorry.
Any time of the day that I look at the thread, someone is falsely accusing me of posts i didn't make.
Now, are you well liked here? Are you a popular poster here? No, everyone hates you or mocks your existence. You're a joke and that's why you have zero social interactions and need to blogpost here like a 70 year old. Shoo. Go bore Anon Babble.
what are you even talking about lmfao you’re just making up guys to get mad about again
i have a pretty serious problem with alcohol
kill larry with spears
i am built different bud
i read that 70% iso cleans better than 90% bevause the water allows it to spread over surfaces better, before evaporating.
I'm drunk right now, at least I'm no longer using my beloved heroin
me and my cromagnon brethren hunting you across a central european glacier because your meat will provide our clan with enough food to last the rest of the winter
idk im pretty sure gmail, outlook will filter any incoming email from servers not on their whitelists (dkim, dkf)
silently having emails not getting delivered sounds like a massive headache
stfu slayer
hey no need to call out my life story verbatim like that i know i'm bad and ugly
i have a serious problem purchasing pure (95%) ethanol god damn
For one, if you didnt have these doubts about your capacity to elicit affirmation from males, would you have still cammed online?
Second, what precisely is the source of regret? Is it some sense of forfeiting irl experience? Or is it the profiting from it, which some (not me) would view as vulgar, or beneath character? Is it the association you make with your father, a judge that issues love contingent on comportment? Or perhaps you view the interactions as self deluding, not real because it was not in real life interaction, so theres a lingering element of theater, performance, which makes it seem like fantasy.
Third, how deviate is it to seek affirmation from males if you associate the pursuit of it with a desire for greater validation from a father than you feel you received?
Some of these are simple, others are not. We will start with the first, would you have cammed anyways?
Obviously I cannot know, but it seems likely, as many people do so for a variety of reasons without your specific context. So we can put that aside. Taking myself as an example, my development was rife with about every stereotype there is for explaining same sex interest. Once could cite any one of them and miss all the rest, or be intellectually lazy and cite all of them. While I am terrifically clear myself on my own personal evolution, having spent ridiculous amounts of time dissecting my own ego, the one thing that remains clear is that I was going to develop it regardless of any one factor, because all the intellectual and emotional precursors were there in plain sight. Perhaps the one most overlook that is nonetheless perhaps also the most relevant is that I rejected convention at an almost atomic level. If you take away everything else, that remains as one of the earliest foundations. Add to that a bit of perpetual adolescent anger about my life circumstances, and you have the recipe for any number of anti-social traits...
i've never had an issue getting into gmail? even if i wasn't, i test every month or so and it's always fine
maybe i'm just lucky
man save it for the publisher
pls fix my teeth sir, i am literally disfigured
what if fluoride is what made america great and that’s why they want to remove it from the tap water
are you american?? did you just shoot straight fent?? where i'm at i get real shit, we have drug testing services so ik for a fact
yep same loser as usual here taking his anger at his own failures on everyone else lmao
Hey fellas I’m incrediblg drunk so I finally remembered to post on gaygen. How are you?
Who is actually the ugliest poster in gaygen?
his apartment gets nicer in every photo
yeah just fent did it for a little over half a decade
(you)
bitch i cant read
it used to be crsi
but now probably slayer
just realized my hinge profile didnt have any of my interests on it so ppl would just be matching based on my subpar looks
classic
Reading is gay
Could be better but we're still around yknow. What’s the most interesting thing that’s happened to you since you’ve last posted?
i only did it for like a year and a half, just quit super recently (still getting minor wd), currently on the silicone patches for all my marks. i've tried fent and it's actually so bad, literally like instant comedown ://
Paige and biboomer- 2 old burned out men lol have fun.
Golfing at a mediocre level. Having a boring job. Posting on 4chsn right now.
i’m not a tranny and i don’t write huge paragraphs you’re literally psychotic if you even think our writing styles are remotely similar
This is definitely your only form of socialization save for the stories of interactions you make up and the animals you keep hostage (your mom and that cat). The audios you constantly post every thread day in, day out proves that enough.
Hell yeah you’re right( that song snd album are sick
he has no idea what hes talking about lol he acts like majority of this thread doesn t hate him
delulu
it'll get better nonny
this delirium tremens shit has rocked my foundation though
i hate my teeth, pls kill me
why did god do this to me
don't listen to that troglodyte, never self-host mx unless you have the same security capabilities as an enterprise. not only do you open up your private network to potential hackers, but emails will bounce if you get blacklisted for whatever reason, which can happen easily, like if you're missing spf and keep sending emails, major mx providers like google will simply blacklist your personal domain entirely
Go to Anon Babble or chasergen. No one wants to read your dog shit dishonest posts.
Kys larry, you're such aids you have to impersonate other posters to get (You)s. Impersonation is your thing after, being a drag queen who looks like a serial killer.
When they make a new thread, I’m going to post an image of my peanus from the terlet. Because that’s what we gayfags used to do in the goood old days of 4channel.com before moot shut it down that one time.
Now the retired cam model. LMAOOOO get a fucking life you dreg.
im not a tranny chaser why would i go to chasergen are you literally incapable of insulting people with things you dont do
So the fact that I liked males in addition to females was small fry compared to the rest. I didn't just like males, it made me intellectually furious that anyone, particularly dumber authority figures, would argue against it. To an angry teenager, this passes as a victory over an irresponsible system bent on further antagonizing me. I wasn't "happy" gay or "sad" gay, I was downright pissed off gay, which was in sync with the youth gay movement of the era, even rejecting mainstream gay rights tropes, the anti assimiliationist, pro-lifestyle choice crowd that weren't listening to anyone.
My point is that the influences that lead to same sex interest are baked into the male psyche and can emerge to conscious, deliberate choices in many ways if properly coaxed from external factors. The global discussion on cause, much like myself, has never completely resolved this, because there is so much deliberate muddling of terms, facts and agendas that have nothing to do with something more basic: the male mind. Everyone wants "a true Scotsman" and no one is getting it.
So whether you would have cammed, or sought male validation without issues with your father seems to suggest you would have, because it seems to take a constellation of factors that merge to form such deliberate interests, most of which you have no control over in your pre-adolescent years, a point no one really likes to talk about, and they are not always the same constellation, nor in the same measure.
So then the implied question remains, why do it, and were there issues with the father, and if so, then was it a determinant factor, and if not, then whence do these interests emerge?...
Stop recommending your frequent spots Streetfog
Biboomer isn't much of a chaser but he posts over there. Same old man writing style, same old man pics.
You don't have to tell your partner you have aids in Canada you could have even slept with someone and you'd never know he had it I just tell guys I'm on prep
The only person we have confirmed posting in chasergen trying to fuck troons is Streetfog. Check the archives search the name. Its slayers discord
On it sis. I'm really going to do that too. Trannies are men, and we can't let them have gay sex with our men.
You shouldn't discriminate against people because of something they can't control
ty, hope it gets better for you also. somehow i never got any wd from alcohol even when i drank for like 4 months straight??
nouveau:
Actually nevermind I’m going to sleep. Bless you sweet angels, I love you.
That latter point, I obviously cannot say, as I do not know what your formative years were like. Would you have cammed? Probably, but its rather a lesser point. Why? Well you already said, you sought affirmation; moreover with the assumption you could not get it in real life. And the hard truth is that might be true. Its rough out there.
Romance tells us everyone has someone waiting, thats why its romance, its not based in truth but rather idealism, and someone clinging to idealism is often let down. It remains nonetheless an important, necessary part of sanity; if there is nothing to seek, why bother?
Which is where faith comes in. It doesnt matter if it is true, not even a little bit, at all. What matters is that one tries, because the alternative is even worse. Its not the absence of a lover, its the absence of hope, and the mind fundamentally rejects futility as an anathema of survival. If you tell yourself there is no one out there, then it becomes a self fulfilling certainty instead of a question.
So what of the father, and does it inform the desire to be affirmed? In your case, probably, because you yourself make that association, so there is probably something. But notice the qualifier: "in your case". Because everyones case is different. Does it really matter how you arrived to this pursuit if many others have by different means, or even the same one?
And what does that really mean, how unique or different is it? If many people with "daddy issues" resolve them in other ways, or if many others seek male affirmation without those issues, then what precisely is the relevance? Because then it appears you are seeking whether or not the pursuit to be affirmed is valid, and suddenly you see how irrational the question is. Because of course people want affirmation, regardless. People just pursue it in different ways. For you, its specifically male, and specifically "sexual" or romantic...
So if distilled further, the question seems to be "is it permissible to seek affirmation from males in a sexual or romantic way?"
If you ask the consensus of history, it would say no. The problem with that is that simply consulting history doesnt take into account a lot of things, like humanity being rife with hypocrites, charlatans, grifters, bullshit artists, agendists and volumes upon volumes of comforting white lies to get these 8 billion apes to live peacefully among each other without going to bloody war over which supreme ghost has the bigger dick in a pissing match.
And so we are back to "no true Scotsman"... In this case, the Scotsman isnt Scottish. Its just the 'man' part...
So we can affirm that people like affirming. We can than affirm that people like affirmation from peer males, and a minority express this in a sexual or emotionally romantic way. One cant escape noting that this is unusual in function ing societies, which says something about the society that produces such males at an ever seemingly breakneck rate. So its a chicken and egg question, who made who, and straights hate this part down to their core because, unfortunately for them, its not a question of who made who; they claim to despise the very people they themselves are producing, and its difficult for them to take responsibility for what they view as failure. (Its never the parents fault; its plastics, or pink cartoon characters, or fluoride, or television shows and so on...)
So whether it is "right or wrong" is frankly irrelevant: it simply is. To feel any remorse about this places the responsibility of your options on yourself rather than the society that constructed you in childhood when you were helpless to control the influences being placed upon you, everything from boomer sex lib and confounded gender roles to normalizing non procreative or antisocial lifestyles all the way down to a potentially neglectful father who, in all likelihood, played a role in your social development, even if and especially if absent.
So, as I often say of sexual politics, they build the creature and then complain when it escapes the lab.
So if you have issues with your sexual orientation, that is a different matter. You have an option to change course, but then you have to define the "why", the reason. Is it simply to reconcile with societys expectations? That is push, not pull, and push is not typically effective. One needs to be pulled. That is, you would have to see a point to it, something that is actually rewarding, not the hypothetical boost in social access that would not be worth very much as time passed. Perhaps you'd like a traditional family, or at least escape the fate of aging as an exclusive "gay" identitarian. Still, these are meager rewards, and fleeting, nebulous and of dubious value in our times, when the expectations keep changing. The only reason I can come up with is the desire for an actual family. And you cant conjure that, you have to genuinely see a point to it. And there are points to be made. But is it still worth chasing?
That I cannot answer for you. However thus far, it does not seem obvious to you. Your only present concern is whether you would be the way you are if it were not for your father...
My conclusion is: probably. Because it usually takes more than one thing to result in this sentient emergence of same sex interest. Consider the liabilities it has, and yet you nonetheless have accepted it. Which means the idea of same sex affirmation has enormous fundamental pull for you, so much that you have departed that social convention and accept all the liabilities it implies to achieve it.
So then that last question remains, the more basic universal one implied, is "is the pursuit of same sex affirmation in a sexual or romantic way 'right', or 'good' or 'ok' or, more to the point, 'moral?'" That is, can you be a decent human being while in pursuit of this goal?
Well, obviously.
Does that mean that every manifestation, method, or incarnation of this pursuit is always moral? Well, no, but then neither is having four wives, three broken homes, kids with three different last names being raised by anyone from grandparents to some guy your mother dated for a few years, and a list of mistresses, all skilled in oral sodomy, of questionable ages ranges, either. Yet here we are, the 21st century norm.
So when we are talking about moral worth, we are talking about "Are you decent enough to deserve respect?"
To which I reply, "who the fuck cares". Who exactly is the judge here? Christian capitalists? Redneck alcoholics? Neo-progressive batshits? Who gets to make this call? Or is it, god help us all- the boomers? Isnt that how we got in this mess in the first place?
The interesting thing about trying to be moral is that if you are trying, you are. Thats really it. No one is perfect, period. I practically live in daily violation of my own standards, yet I know I try, and fail horribly. But I don't try because I care what others think, ftw, but because I have to live with myself. And so for me, the measure isnt "what will others think", but rather, "is this something I can live with?"...
I could continue on maundering about the specific dynamics of males who seek this sort of affirmation, but lets be honest: its not a mystery. The people seeking it are doing so because they feel they dont have it. There can be any number of reasons, but that much is certain.
In all romantic pursuits, there is, at its core, doubt. There is an idealization waiting to be fulfilled, that image we want to be in, that moment of redemption in the eyes of those who we pursue. Thats what seeking love is, at the emotional, dare I say, chemical level.
We see those friends we want to fit in with, that guy or girl who will validate us to others, that house on a hill, that car that stops people in their tracks to gawk at. We want things. We form picture in our head and imagine ourselves in it. Its a direct product of our ego, our ideal fantasy, so its naturally the most powerful, moving image that animates us.
Then one day it happens, and our minds spin in delirium, the fantasy is real.
For most, the unpleasantness of reality begins to reveal itself. The friends are traitorous, the lover is not who you imagined, the house sits in a flood zone, and the car needs work every six months.
But we get that high, if just for a while.
So you do you. Is your pursuit of males romantically the product of psychological issues in childhood? Welcome to the party, everyone came. Everyone has a story of how they came to be, its always psychological, and it always comes from childhood. Whether yours was ideal or fit in or socially praiseworthy is abso-fucking-lutely irrelevant to the reality that it is what it is, and like the rest of us, you will spend your life sorting it out in many relationships, weird turns, heartbreaks, errors repeated so often that you either feel like you are cursed or begin to question your sanity.
Thats life, thats the party, and your going to be here a while. So grab one, settle in and try to enjoy it...
Sorry this was so long and repulsively lecturous; but it is what *I* am. I hope that it was at all, even a little bit helpful.
Have a good weekend.