I used to be a man but now I have no balls, I have perky yet full breasts with pierced nipples, a surgically modified face and all my body hair lasered off. My sex life consists 100% of being penetrayed by men and I haven't been with a girl in about 10 years.
What the fuck happened to me? I was successfully repressing well into my 20s. What broke me?
time, anon. time broke you
What do you think broke you?
You're living my dream.
I honestly think it was exposure to female kpop groups from a young age, as well as other hyperfemme queer positive western pop music, as well as anime. due to my autism I tend to hyperfocus on things and enjoy repeated stylized gestures, I also tend to latch on to rigid perscribed roles as a social crutch.
I also think social media played a role, since women are able to constantly post filtered airbrushed and staged photos emphasizing their most beautiful and sensual feminine qualities. There's just nothing in male culture that compares. Overtime my male identity was overwritten. Deciding to finally give in and have sex with a man was just the beginning of the end, as I knew I only wanted to have heterosexual sex + marriage and at that point the only way to get it was by taking on the female role. I never had male friends growing up so my first close exposure to men was in a sexual and romantic context and it's hard to keep feeling masculine after that.
Oh my... I thought you might know the reason. Do you have a plan to get back what you want?
I do all this with zero surgery. Piercing nips is stupid btw.
My plan is to get sex reassignment because I really truly don't think i could go back. I've mentally and physically forgotten what it's like to feel like a man. I've slept with probably like a dozen guys and had multiple boyfriends and am literally castrated, trying to go back would be genuinely awful. Not to mention all the social stuff.
It's not stupid at all it stimulates nipple growth and looks really hot.
The social stuff is the worse. I don't think you are ready for all that. The opening gave a feeling that you are suffering
No it doesnt lol and it can kill sensitivity/cause scar tissue.
It CAN stimulate tissue growth. it causes swelling/enlargement that can become permanent depending on the person. If you had inward turned nipples before they might become permanently turned outward and the shape will change, they will become bigger. For me, I liked the change although i will admit it is a bit lewd and I have to wear a bra if I want hide my nipples.
No way in hell does it kill sensitivity because putting a piercing in your nips does not remove or sever any nerves.
As for causing scar tissue... like why do you think that? If you go to a shitty piercer who uses unsanitary equipment and performs an unsafe piercing then yes bad things can happen... which is why you go to someone you trust.
The random fear mongering here is crazy. Nipple piercings look and feel great and I've had them for years. Just DYOR.
Wait till they reject. I know several women that had them reject and they wish they never got them. Literally pierce anything else just not the nipples. Don't feel safe either you can have a piercing for years and wake up to it oozing pus one day.
I've had them for years they aren't going to reject and they don't ooze anything. And as for "I've known several people who [...]" well i know tons of women who have nipple piercings for many years and love them and have had no issues. You need to do aftercare properly.
i'm not pierced or anything but i have never had sex with a girl and now have a vagina...i was born with a penis! this seems wrong!
i don't even know how i would begin being a man now.it seems sad
but i have never had sex with a girl and now have a vagina
Do you enjoy it?
having sex with men in my vagina? yes it's very fun
What caused you to end up with a vagina?
Have fun love. I simply think they're too much upkeep compared to 27 other piercings.
You're not entirely correct, things can happen over time, especially with surface piercings. It's not a big deal necessarily. I had one get caught while I was moving a futon and then had to take it out and have a scar. I don't regret it, the sensation is there still, but accidents can happen even with proper care. Also sometimes surface piercings just act up suddenly and tissue can recede etc.
porn addiction, anime, and jewish ideology
It's just so seductive and addictive though. Like i got hooked on sex through hypersexualization in media as a kid, then I was tormented by the lustful thoughts and couldn't stop gooning. I had had to take estrogen and have my balls removed and even then I still needed full sex reassignment. My personality also became so awkward and beta and passive. I was only compatible with men because I needed men to male the first move, my ego couldn't handle being seen as a predator. I started having sex with men because there was no alternative but surprise surprise estrogen makes cock addictive. Then before long you're completely conditioned to get penetrated and your dick's gotten floppy and useless.
Gotta hand it to the jews and japanese they really know how to mindbreak the west.
my doctor said girls are supposed to have one
Thanks rubbed one out to this. I love forced feminization
Can you imagine it happening to you though? Like you first get off by force femming someone else, then over time it becomes yourself, then a couple more years go by and you're bottoming for big dicked males to scratch the itch, then before you know it you're lying in a hospital, the oxygen mask is going on a cute female nurse is telling you it won't hurt a bit as a the surgeon prepared to snip your balls off?
anti-trans ideology is inherently jewish
Maybe the jews don't have anything to do with it?
I wish you were genuine and that you posted a pic. Unfortunately we know you’re still larping.
Be honest you are just looking for fap material ITT.
I came in hoping there would be some
I'm severely disappointed
giwtwm
yep
failure thread with no pics posted
nah u still a man gango
finding this very relatable which terrifies me. i think i might just be an autistic man who had a male identity overwritten by conformity too but it's too late for me also.
I have posted pics lol if you can't tell who I am based on writing style I'm sorry and btw when I do post picks envious stalkers show up and hijack my threads so I can't do it too much.
But post your discord and I'll add you and if you're nice you'll get pics.
It's not my fault people spend all their time bumping 60 iq political bait threads and not writing nice posts.
then be the savior we need
have you? pretty sure ive seen a bunch of the "i sissified myself bc of kpop" and dont remember any pics.
I post my pics in threads where the topic is different. I can't out my identity in my MEF threads. U gotta lurk and learn writing styles.
Yeah and im a passoid, I still think it's hot when boys get completely feminized whether willingly or forced to be better fucktoys for other boys, sue me
giwtwm
and this
You're getting off while typing this aren't you?
uh ok. well if youre legit a mef/agp who made it then good for you ig. i miss the early agpgen days, those were fun.
unless you're actually kayla larping, in which case i fell for it again lol
You got penetrated, simple as that I used to be a dominant top before I used toys on myself while I was on HRT and now my life revolves around wanting to be a live-in maid for my partner.
kpop made me trans
I am not Kayla. I resent being compared to Kayla. If you examine our writing styles, topics and politics you will find we are nothing alike aside from both being in our 30s
Interesting. Im still very curious to if you're an actual tranny but Im not going into every thread and gen on the board to learn everybody's posting style, and i don't really have anything to say to you in discord, so ill have to leave it at that
The thread topic is something I would write ngl.
Being a slutty hole for men, losing my masculinity forever, shit I write about
Though I would never listen to gook music
I'm sure we'll meet eventually. I'm not in any rush. Hang around here long enough you meet everyone.
I think it did play a role. It's extremely hypnotic and girly, and the level of hyperfemininity is ego nuking. I swear it just does something to the brain. It kind of feels like it made me painfully aware that I would never be able to be with a woman who was peak attractiveness, and slowly but surely forced me to explore being with men as an alternative. It just has feminizing properties.
ngl as an agp korean hon kpop just makes me wanna rope lmao
I mean i get that it's like the ropefuel is so intense I sexualized it to cope
I need to get my nipples pierced
Show them