Why do cis women want to turn us into trannies so badly...

Is that your cis gf or something?

It's complicated, I don't even know what the fuck is going on anymore, I was supposed to be working for her, but living together makes weird shit happen, she has known me since I was a boy, when I met her this guy I met on the internet kept asking me to meet him, I tried to "use" her company as a distraction, we were always out on gaybars and parties with our mutual friends, almost every weekend I stayed at her place, she kept my clothes in her room ane I would stay en femme for the whole time, after she got pregnant we made a deal, I had absolutely nothing to lose so I helped her in exchange of her taking care of my needs including transition, that was almost a decade ago, I started, the mood swings the bodyaches, I was doing it blind so nothing was working, she helped me "quit", I tried to live a normal life and I managed for a while but she couldn't let that go so everything went to shit, had to help her so I stayed but nothing was the same, took some time for her to ask me about it again, she never stopped seeing me like that but that part became more intimate, extremely intimate I'd say, she asked again, started e again but this time she got into pegging and that destroyed me, this time it wasn't due to body health problems but mental, I couldn't stand any of that, took me to a "doctor" and decided to stay on blockers.
Everything was fine but then again just recently she had an argument with her sister, I don't know what she told her but last year she got really obsessed with me completing the treatment, constantly pestering me about it.

why don't you do anything

Well, this is my house so I can't leave and although she treats me like shit most of the time we need each other to maintain the house and the well being of her kids, we are aware of the psychological repercusions but we try to not confuse them and try to give them as much closure as we can, she doesn't really have a choice, I don't have a choice.

I am not complaining desu

Lol OK. She was married to Buck Angel before being with Lana Wachowski - she she force-virilise him too? hahaha no it's just gender-kink in the San Francisco BDSM scene.

sauce?

Aw it's okay she's just being compassionate. Means she's seen the dojo scenes in S1 with Akane comforting Ranma after Kunou steals Ranma's first kiss.
She's being sympathetic - she's trying to soothe what she perceives as your pain from being stuck between the desire to be an authentic self but a need to express what society demands.

Buck Angel transitioned before meeting Ilsa Strix and Ilsa Strix actually did perform ketamine assisted feminization BDSM sessions with Larry Wachowski.

Why do cis women want to turn us into trannies so badly?

Because you'd make a cute girl anon :3

Real life men usually don't look like girls when forcefemmed the way cartoon men do.