/mmg/ - manmoder general

Some BODY edition
QOTT: What are you gonna do that people said you couldn't?

qott

suicide before the razor of damocles falls and the garden of eden becomes the chamber of torture

QOTT

nothing, i'm gonna prove everyone who ever looked down on me right

i pissed myself a little tonight. again

I
pissed myself
today
to pee my own pants filled

i focus
on the piss
the only thing, that's real

tranny heil blanchard

i saw today with pants filled
myself astray with pants filled
and piss drips stay
with pants filled
in the field of hardened clay
with pants filled
and the oven of raised forays
with pants filled
and the cries with pants filled
and the screams with pants filled
and the rape with pants filled
and piss on the floor
in driblets…

gawrsh

and then i saw your face
na na na na
now im a believer

The duality

I'm mever going to pass. I'm never going to be able to afford FFS. I'm never going to pass even provided I have FFS. I need to kill myself. I have been absolutely sure of this for a while.

I actually don't completely hate how I look. FFS actually could save me, my face isn't totally fucked up. I might be able to afford it someday; my career is looking up. I've been happy for the past few days. Maybe I shouldn't kill myself.

Depression is another brainworm.

QOTT: What are you gonna do that people said you couldn't?

Transition.

based and relatable
I'm actually really fucking satisfied with how my "transition" is going in spite of everything and also terrified of considering any kind of surgery despite wanting some specific things done

QOTT: What are you gonna do that people said you couldn't?

YES

suck dick with faggots
get aids with cumsluts
go riot with extremists
light fires with arsonists
drink beer with alcoholics
smoke meth with vagrants
eat porridge with peasants
smoke weed with moochers

I am unreasonably smug and self-satisfied right now

instead of living in palestine da jews should like live in my basement or something idk. i don't eat bacon either so it's all good, bruh. but, first, before i can afford all of israel to live in my basement i need a job. that's the first step

poo poo pee pee penis and vagina
girls with dicks and weak men with vaginas

this

a reference that only you could catch

fakemoder

the master race is the mutt drawing from the largest gene pool

i wish i was a cute 18 year old boymoder having fun online

qott

they were right

but israelis are so evil and annoying

same i wish i was cute instead of having caveman skull

i think a big source of my undending seethe for being born ugly is that being ugly and weird condemns you to a life of solitude. even if you're a weird loser who has no irl friends if you're attractive and confident (attractive) enough you can still make all manners of relationships online which define your future, and im over here either having thrown away or ruined any of the few friendships ive ever had and now im getting too old so if i ever try again ill just be branded as a pedo
the circumstances of your birth are all that matters

I am not only physically masculine but I am also very very malebrained

literally me every night in my warm blanket after ripping out hairs and scratching scabs into my cheek all day

same pickestie (I am trying to stop)

in the past few days i've had like 8 guys on grindr offer me money for my mouth and ass

tfw not brazilian

should I make a profile on grindr or somewhere else, even if I'm not actually looking to date or hook up or anything yet?

not if you dont want to hook up. i like sucking dick so its fun for me.

so true
i’m almost 20 and i’ve ruined the friendships i did have my desperate attempt me to make more friends have completely failed so now i’m alone

unironically the closest people i have to friends is probably twitter mutuals which is pathetic

the new intern on my team at work looks like baby sam seder

tfw not hanging out with sluts

i need a fisherman to fuck on his dirty old boat

i wish i was a slut but im shy, introverted, and in a monogamous relationship

I need a dick in my mouth to make me normal

i'm all of those things and still a slut

go for it make a profile outlining what u want and put some good pics in it.

how can i slut it up anon

dont worry, it will only get worse

personally the main factors for me are said monogamous relationship being deeply unsatisfying plus learning to disinihbit myself enough to be flirty in spite of how shy and introverted i am. if you can manage to act flirty while still seeming a little shy people often find it charming btw.

I am ugly

GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES
IF YOU WANNA TOUCH THE SKY

im so fly i

Since all searched for the one from whom they had come – all were within him, the uncontainable, inconceivable one who’s beyond every thought – (and) since ignorance of the Father caused anguish and terror, and the anguish grew thick like a fog, so that no one could see – Error was strengthened. It worked on its own matter in vain, not knowing the Truth.

It happened in a deluding way, as it (Error) prepared with power, in beauty, a substitute for the Truth. Now this wasn’t humiliating for the uncontainable, inconceivable one, because the anguish and forgetfulness and delusion of deceit were like nothing, whereas the Truth is established, unchangeable, unperturbed, beyond beauty. Because of this, disregard Error, since it has no root.

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Those whose names he knew beforehand were called at the end, so that the one who has knowledge is the one whose name the Father has called, because those whose name hasn’t been spoken are ignorant. Indeed, how can someone hear if their name hasn’t been called? For the one who’s ignorant until the end is a delusion of forgetfulness, and they’ll dissolve with it. Otherwise, why do these miserable ones have no 22 name? Why do they have no voice?

So if someone has knowledge, they’re from above. If they’re called, they hear, they reply, and they turn to the one who calls them. And they go up to him, and they know how they are called. Having knowledge, they do the will of the one who called them, they want to please him, and they receive rest. Each one’s name becomes their own. The one who has knowledge like this knows where they come from and where they’re going. They know like one who, having been drunk, turns from their drunkenness, and having returned to themselves, restores what are their own.

I am a terrible misogynist piece of shit moid scrote etc

As an ugly person, I wish eugenics would catch on so we could breed ugly people out of existence.

But then people would consider 7/10s ugly!

Yeah the perception of beauty will shift since everything feels on comparison, but from my current perspective it's still an objective improvement.

In this way, the Word of the Father goes out in all, as the fruit 24 [of] his heart and an expression of his will. But it supports all. It chooses them and also takes the expression of all, purifying them, returning them to the Father and to the Mother, Jesus of infinite sweetness.

The Father reveals his bosom, and his bosom is the Holy Spirit. He reveals what’s hidden of himself; what’s hidden of himself is his Son – so that through the mercies of the Father, the generations may know him and cease their work in searching for the Father, resting in him and knowing that this is the rest. He’s filled the need and dissolved its appearance – its appearance is the world in which it served, because where there’s envy and strife there’s need, but where there’s Unity there’s completion. Since need came into being because the Father wasn’t known, when the Father is known, from then on, need will no longer exist. As someone’s ignorance dissolves when they gain knowledge, and as darkness dissolves when the light appears, 25 so also need dissolves in completion. So the appearance is revealed from then on, but it’ll dissolve in the harmony of Unity.

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It’s like some who’ve left their home, having jars that weren’t any good in places. They broke them, but the master of the house doesn’t suffer any loss. Instead he rejoices, because in place of the bad jars are ones that are full and complete. For this is 26 the judgment that’s come from above; it’s judged everyone. It’s a drawn, two-edged sword which cuts both ways. The Word, which is in the hearts of those who speak it, appeared. It isn’t just a sound, but it was incarnated (embodied).

A great disturbance arose among the jars, because some were empty, others filled; some provided for, others poured out; some purified, others broken. All the realms were shaken and disturbed, because they didn’t have order or stability. Error was anxious. It didn’t know what to do; it grieved, mourned, and hurt itself, because it knew nothing. The knowledge, which is its (Error’s) destruction, approached it (Error) and all that emanated from it. Error is empty, with nothing inside it.

Truth came into their midst, and all that emanated knew it. They welcomed the Father in Truth with a complete power that joins them with the Father. Truth is the Father’s mouth; the Holy Spirit is his tongue. Everyone who loves the Truth and are joined to the 27 Truth are joined to the Father’s mouth. By his tongue they’ll receive the Holy Spirit. This is the revelation of the Father and his manifestation to his generations. He revealed what was hidden of himself; he explained it, because who has anything, if not the Father alone?

is this like multi-google-translate bible study?

Every realm emanates from him. They know they’ve come out from him like children who are from someone who’s completely mature. They knew they hadn’t yet received form or a name. The Father gives birth to each one. Then, when they receive form from his knowledge, although they’re really within him, they don’t know him. But the Father is complete, knowing every realm that’s within him. If he wants to, he reveals whomever he wants, giving them a form and a name. He gives a name to them, and causes those to come into being who, before they come into being, are ignorant of the one who made them.

I’m not saying, then, that those who haven’t yet come into being are nothing, but they exist 28 in the one who will want them to come into being when he wants, like a later time. Before everything is revealed, he knows what he’ll produce. But the fruit which he hasn’t yet revealed doesn’t yet know anything, nor does it do anything. In addition, every realm which is itself in the Father is from the one who exists, who establishes them from what doesn’t exist. For those who have no root have no fruit either. They think to themselves, “I’ve come into being,” but they’ll dissolve by themselves. Because of this, those who didn’t exist at all won’t exist.

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What, then, did he want them to think of themselves? He wanted to them to think, “I’ve come into being like the shadows and phantoms of the night.” When the light shines on the terror which they received, they know that it’s nothing. In this way, they were ignorant of the Father, whom 29 they didn’t see. Since it was terror and disturbance and instability and doubt and division, many illusions were at work among them, and vain ignorance, like they were deep in sleep and found themselves in nightmares. Either they’re running somewhere, or unable to run away from someone; or they’re fighting, or being beaten; or they’ve fallen from heights, or fly through the air without wings. Sometimes, too, it’s like someone is killing them, even though no one’s chasing them; or they themselves are killing those around them, covered in their blood. Until those who are going through all these nightmares can wake up, they see nothing, because these things are nothing.

That’s the way it is with those who’ve cast off ignorance like sleep. They don’t regard it as anything, nor do they regard its 30 other works as real, but they abandon them like a dream in the night.

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The Holy Spirit hurried after them to revive them. Having given a hand to the one who lay on the ground, it set them up on their feet, because they hadn’t yet arisen. It gave them the knowledge of the Father and the revelation of the Son, because when they saw him and heard him, he granted them to taste him and to grasp the beloved Son.

he granted them to taste him and to grasp the beloved Son.