/mtfg/ - all seeing eye edition

Did you heed the call of the eye?

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TFW trooned at 21 it's so over I'll never recover someone pls end this miserable life for me

sneedle won and so on etc etc

Lagussy

YAYYYYY NEW THREAD. Yippie!!!
how are all my failed males taking HRT doing today :)

Miserable. Getting fat again. You?

Just cleaned my room properly after like a year wow so proper

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I'm high in bed with my cat

posted in a dead freaking thread sorry anon

what else do you do for fun

my main hobbies are video games, anime, and occultism.
i finished beating doom the dark ages the day before yesterday and i played all of hypnoscape outlaw and im gonna play syberia the world before omorrow if i have time between family stuff and gardening and D&D (i probly wont). i started installing warframe 3 days ago cause my gf wants me to try the new campaigns but my internet is really slow so it isnt finished yet.
i just started the apothecary diaries yesterday and i really have been liking it so far. it's pretty cute and i like suspense/mystery animes the best. my mom had to stop watching legend of the galactic heroes because the subs turned yellow so we switched to it and it was a great choice. on my own i've been watching any dramas i can find
i also enjoy astrology and divination and studying religions as well as philosophy. this interest is sort of just a specialization in history as a whole though and im more interested in medieval Asia atm. ive been reading some taoism stuff but not knowing chinese is a bit of a brick wall. my favorite astrological body is the moon and my favorite gemstone is lapis
i spend a couple hours a day reciting autistic references at people that don't know what i'm referring to and conjuring useless hypotheticaks to learn about the personalities of others.
i really like nature and wander out into desolate places with my dog. i have 2 garter snakes that i love. my favorite type of animal is a crow and i;m doing a lot of gardening now that the snow season is over.
oh i also really like cute clothes and was able to get some new outfits that im proud of this week

an angel just lost its wings

we're all going to make it

Trvke <3

No, sorry

Sorry I had to

crying sobbing shidding my jorts

But I rlly had to sorry u have 2 understand. Pls.

weh ;~;

pretty good. even tho life has never given me anything I wanted even before my transition. sry that you’re not doing so good. I hope things get better

im more interested in medieval Asia atm

the Chinese are fucking retarded. I can’t believe they went from cool dynastic monarchies to a shitty western ideology made by a loser who never fought in a war before. imagine going from an ideology forged from battle to an ideology forged from some fucking loser. communism is gayer than chasers
MEOOWWWWWWW

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Pls. I accidentally carried very evil bitting bugs into my room because of street cats and my leg is practically half red now. U need 2 understanding.

they bring the gifts of momther nature

I am dying. Of itchy.

Good night

I can’t believe they went from cool dynastic monarchies to a shitty western ideology made by a loser who never fought in a war before.

Actually hard would you rather is mideval chinese girl or tranny today

then perish

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good night. sleep tight

Ok killing myself

no
make room messy
do poppers n ket
buy a cage

how about laterrrrr??? killing yoursefl right would be so like not coolio, y’kno? it’s not exactly trendy on insta or tiktok

we should make mdma legal again

True. True. I don't think it'd help with increasing my rizz on hussies

Drugs r bad
Only ok one is alcohol
Weed is arguable

POPPED A MOLLY IM SWEATING
can you like not be a generic dime a dozen druggie dork loser boy on estrogen plssss

it’s like so overdone alreadyyy

I wish I was cute enough 2 have a buff husband that just gets money 4 me and I spend all day fucking around the home cleaning n cooking

weed is far better than alc
t.hangover

no
sorry

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Me too
I actually am i turned down a sugar daddy because im not a hoe bit sorta regret not havong the money

Both r bad.
Sugar daddies r old ugly bastards n I'm not interested in that 2bh. Relationships just based on money suck. Not to point fingers at anyone or anything.

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no drugs help me eep and keep the bad thoughts at bay :3

ur such a slutttt. ur literalllyyyyy meeee! to be loved by one person forever and staying at home all day is soooslutty omgg.
the idea of ambition and that you’re a loser if you don’t slave urself for corpos is so toxiccc

imagine raising kids then when they sleep for 12hrs a fucking day. you can just do whatever the fukc u want

what did I do wrong?

what did ((they)) mean by this

Sugar daddies r old ugly bastards n I'm not interested in that 2bh

Id rather have money than sex if i cant have love but theres too much love to not be able to find it somewhere i think

it's self explanatory...lol

That's just making you dependent on them.
I actually think its extremely unslutty. And working for big companies doing worthless labor is ass. And raising kids would be cool.
Uh true?

were u never taught hardship before ur transition? were u never beaten down over and over? were u never forced to face your fears & worries????

ur supposed to live with the god forsaken intrusive thoughts and ur not supposed to get good sleep at night. oh my goodness…..

nah just put down the mask, no point in keeping up the act
and by consequences i mean myself. I don't care what happens after

raising kids would be so cool. what would you name your children????

Just remembered trans pppl are still unable to have kids :<

no I had all those things thats kinda the point

who gives a shittttttt. have you never heard of cope? dreaming of what could’ve been? ITS ALL I HAVE LEFT

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:/
Idk. Probably a short 4 character name if possible. I like simple and short names. All my pets have 4 character names.
Adopting is better anyways

YOU FUCKING RETARD!!!!! did u learn nothing from those experiences

actually what im saying. misery doesnt build character for every1. it often builds druggies and monsters like you to remind us of our sins

:D

I jusst dont like being sober nona :3

but why would one be kind n closest friend for long time just to turn to hate for unexplained reason
defeats the message at it's core, no?

Stop trying to talk to me and go bother mono. I'm not interested

I dunno dog you need to ask snew

Hey mtfg. It's been awhile. Still...

Actually I don't know the hot Anon Babble slang anymore. Still losing the good fight I guess?

Chad and Elsa are cool 4character names. Lois and Ruby too.
Pokemon Ruby is so goooddddd. Emerald is nice too.
welcome to /mtfg/ sweetie. we call that mental illness. may i introduce you to our representative, Grooby?

No one names their kids Chad. Not possible due to current culture. Lois is bad too. Ruby is the best one out of the bunch but it doesn't feel easy to say to me.

yeah about that uh

who the fuck are you, bitch? YOU THINK YOU CAN STEP ON MY TURF AND ACT LIKE YOU OWN THE PLACE?
get the fuck off my board, you fucking skank

i don't get what I did but yeah
cycles ig

what’s ur favorite tea

I forgot to drink my own cum from my belly and now it isn't hot anymore....

I don't know honestly

I am Homura, the meta-weeb. I was once the cringiest of your kind, a feat that was honestly impressive in the days of tripfagging. I was the most repressed, depressed, and self-destructive asshole to ever act 20 years younger than her age, and I walked the knives edge of isekaing myself. I was the only person to ever love being a wage slave, and the kind of person who would have taken every word I'm saying right now completely seriously. Anyway some stuff happened, I got banned for awhile, and I got over my chuunibyou phase about 15 years too late. Anon Babble getting hacked wound up in the news, I realized I missed Anon Babble, so I've been hanging out over there. Then I thought, I wonder if mtfg is still a thing. Imagine my surprise when clicking on Anon Babble was like entering a time portal to some of the worst years of my life.

How have you been?

Oh hey it's the real homura

nigga this ain't dear diary it's Anon Babble stfu aight? fr fr

Empty the compartments of your pantaloons

In the flesh. ...honestly, I do still miss some of my old friends from around here. Feels like I can't talk about anything without stepping on a landmine these days. Can't believe the most toxic communities for mtfs are mtf communities.

Make me.

oh hey long time no see
sorry for being a psycho
hope ur doing ok

shut the fuck up
idgaf lil nigga. anyways, Im good. thank you for asking. I’m just thinking about the Witcher games. How’ve you been

how come you don’t know your FAVORITE TEA
if i took a lukewarm piss into your water and called it tea, would you start having a favorite tea?

They all taste like fucking flowers in water to me man what do you want me to tell you

Well, I had 20-30 years of emotional growth in five years, so that was...exhausting. But otherwise, pretty good. Became a woman, met a girl, fell in love, got sick, stayed sick, got adopted, and learned not to take myself so seriously. Normal 20s stuff. And frankly everyone here is a psycho, you wouldn't be here if you weren't one, so I don't hold it against anyone.

You know, I find myself wondering if the word (initials?) HDG mean anything to anyone here. On the one hand, I don't think mtfg would be interested in such naked fantasy bait. On the other hand, I'm pretty sure I had no idea what mtfg was really like, being as I'm an idiot, so yeah. I've got some mixed feelings.

They really do. It's weird how they seem to be either just the most delicate, screechy places you can imagine, or the most cringe, edgy places you can imagine, with no in between. Do people even still tripcode anymore? I can't imagine they do, it wasn't especially popular even when I was doing it.

You're drinking shit tea.

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the older i get the more eugenics make sense

I genuinely don't get it

HDG

40k stomps btw. Affini stands no chance against the Imperium of Mankind. Why do you ask? Huh ? Huh? Huh huh huh

And frankly everyone here is a psycho, you wouldn't be here if you weren't one, so I don't hold it against anyone

Thank god you’re here with us and you’re definitely not a psycho coming here to show how much better you are compared to everyone else here. Get the fuck outta here, you annoying bitch. You’re an uptight dorky loser male on HRT acting like you’re better than everyone else. What makes you think you’re better than us? Stupid fucking cunt
do you buy your tea from fent addicts??!???

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It's just that spaces based on something so small in the bigger piece of someone's life aren't going to be great and trans people are often mentally disturbed if they're online too often. And I'm probably drinking shit tea but even expensive ones from fancy places just taste like herbs to me. Sorry.
That's just rude.

Apparently the more weight I lose the younger I look. Already lost 5kg n I'm regretting it but I gotta do it for the weight cycling. I have to.

Honestly you're better off ignoring those kinds of people. Their level, experience, all that jazz.

Anyway, I'm a little bit suspicious of anyone who spends the majority of their life online. Is it just me or did we get way too attached to smartphones and data plans way too quickly?

It's also conceivable you don't like tea. I only like it either very hot or very cold.

I realized I missed Anon Babble

tfw read everything translated ypu liked so have to find raw scans

splitting cycle ig
I understand tho nbd

do hwat u must

plommy will save me

Internet addiction is rampant and hard to stay away from due to the removal of places to spend time with people or meet them in the first place. Most friends meet eachother online and so do couples. So people just spend their free time online most of the time. Simply how life is now.
?

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So fun fact. I'm learning Japanese, and when people ask me why, I give them different answers (that are still true). I tell some of them I like the culture, others that I want to understand manga, anime, and video games in the original language.

But really? It's so that I can read the most depraved, fucked up, borderline illegal porn that no one will translate. I got exposed to Anon Babble in my teenage years, and Anon Babble in my early twenties. My kinks are so twisted by this point that regular porn does nothing to me.

bunch of autistic males with a crossdressing fetish that got out of control congregate online to discuss their incredibly nerdy male hobbies

i'm shocked, SHOCKED by this wow

and I get shredded in the crossfire for unknown reasons
endless cycle

Id like to start a real life club for adults but im too much of a loser to succeed and id probably just make a cult by accident even if i did

yes!!!!!!! welcome to /tttt/. enjoy your stay

I know enough japanese to read doujins, theyre easy af. But i pavloved myself so now the language itself is like an aphrodisiac for me. Oops

...yeah, that's weird, too. Feels like all like color got sucked out of at least the United States in the past 10-15 years. Even the internet at large feels...sterile now. I'm expecting Matrix pods any day, because it seems like that's where we going.

Not that I have a problem with fantasizing. I'm the last person who should act high and mighty about it, I used to pretend to be a fictional Japanese schoolgirl on the internet. But increasingly it seems like that's the only thing to do.

Autistic males? On my Anon Babble? Where?

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But increasingly it seems like that's the only thing to do.

Just make homeless and animal friends

I don't think I wanna talk to you you're really creepy. Sorry.

I suffered too much for that. Most of my emotional reaction is finding that things with cool Japanese names are just...describing the thing. I will say that playing Japanese Gacha Games and knowing what the girls are saying is...slightly unsettling.

Unfortunately, I live in [INSERT BIG COASTAL CITY HERE], all of the homeless people are crazy drug addicts. Animals like me though.

Would you believe I get that a lot?

Yes. Yes I would.

Most of my emotional reaction is finding that things with cool Japanese names are just...describing the thing

Some words in japanese just hit uniquely and i wish they were in english as well but their onomatopeias are almost always terrible

Most friends meet eachother online and so do couples

I've gotten a lot more offline recently and met a bunch of new ppl this year and that really isn't the case from what i've seen. Everyone knows each other through classes or like hobby groups and partners are usually through a friend of a friend. Starting to think niche online tranny spaces are a bit of a bubble

sheesh it's not my fault Laguna has npc taste in media

Exterminatus!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So people just spend their free time online most of the time. Simply how life is now.

Nuhhhh uhhhhh. there’s a whole bunch of people still living life!!! they’re called social butterflies and extroverts. you’re just not cool enough or rich enough to be in their circle
what would we do in your super special club HUH HUH????

Yeah well what if you nono wanna go to a class or hobby group dumbass. What about it huh.
That's a small % of people.

drugs cuddles and spine lichen :3

Half the people I talk to about this say that it's like "Who could beat the Affini" and the other half call it a critique on capitalism.

Now I haven't read it, but I get the impression that what it's really about is how desperate a lot of people are just for a little break.

You are a NORMALFAG!!!! KILL YOURSELF!!!!!
You see that? THAT PERSON is the social butterflies and extroverts I was talking about. Normalfags scare me SO MUCH!!!

True!@!! Preach brotha preach!!!!

Well jokes on them I've wanted to be the little pet since 1949.

I hope u find a nice giantess goober

I think the affini might be the only thing left that would fix this world

You are a NORMALFAG!

I wouldn't go that far, more like in rehabilitation lol. I still feel a lil out of depth in a lot of social interactions especially with cis women but it has been fun and I've made friends and such

That's never gonna happen little jit.

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HAZARD ALERT HAZARD ALERT
ABOVE ME is a normalFAG!!
HAZARD ALERT HAZARD ALERT

not you. the person above you is a normalfag. stop getting in MY way…. Grrrrrrr

wuts a jit?

Idiot. Stupid. Idiot.
I forget ur not hood....

no I am extremely british
wuts it mean tho? :3

It's like little bro thug edition

you will pay for calling me an idiot….YOU think you can just get away with that? Huh huh huh?
When I come over and bite your face off like a chimp, you’re getting to regret every thing you said to me.

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...mpth. A part of me still wishes I could do something. The truth is, though, I'm even more helpless than most. Something broke me, broke my body in a way that's impossible to prove.

Anyway I'm afraid to read the story in case I like, disassociate or something.

I'm going to shoot you with tranquilizer darts and then rape you

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i'll fuck niggas but i ain't no fucknigga, i'll fuck niggas

ohhhh oki ty :3c

iktf
and yeah its best read when in a good mindset

pedro got absolutely BTFO in the free market place of idea like the little faggy faggot that he truly is

No problem jit. Have you played the new canto?

nnnnop
had no motivation for anything lately, how is it?

Good. Just like all the stories in the game. The last bit of it drops tomorrow too. At 4 am I think

might see if I can muster the effort required to play tuoys then

also gregor actully contributes alot to the team and is good actually

Oh man now I'll never read it. I'm better than I was but I wouldn't call myself good.

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP

He's reduced to a comedy duo w rodya now. Hong lu's stupidly which is in a limbo of being fake and real is way funnier

just dont read it in the middle of a meltdown like I did and u should be fine
many conflicted feelings

good post

greg and rodya kina cute together tho I approve

Me personally I don't approve.

oh who do u pair them with?

goodnight EVERY1!
im going to crucify gachaturds in my sleep. im going to have their families watch too. ITS GOING TO BE…
wait for it! Wait wait wait… EPIC!

ngl, giwtwm

Rodya w any woman. Gregor w a cockroach. He deserves NOTHING.
I'm gonna gamble thinking of you tonight

laguna sperging about his autistic male skinner box weeb gacha "games" again

it's just so fucking tiresome. please go get diagnosed

groger a good boy he deserve NICE THINGS

He deserves to DIE. Little weak stupid manlet. Cockroach ass bitch.

he a lil ouppy he deserve sweet treats and pets

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less bans
more bands

That's clearly yi sang and Heathcliff. Gregor is just a walking trash bin.

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u r very mean to an innocent boy who did nothing wrong

He did being the worst character in a heavily character based game. That is a fat crime.

he may not be the best character but he doing he best ;~;

If this is his best he's better off not doing anything. Bum cockroach.

meanie >.<

I'm just saying what everyone's thinking

so much cruelty in the world

Absolutely.

you must understand
that there is much misery
a calamity behind happiness

you know cheating gets you banned.