/repgen/ - no homo edition

i don't really understand your question

Fat and hair is uglier than not having any, so that's the motivation.

if i was fat as well as being a man, i'd literally kms

Do you care as deeply about women maintaining appearance standards?

i literally do not care what women do, i just couldn't respect myself if i was a lardo, it literally takes so little effort to just not be fat

so you only scrutinize men?

i don't

Is this a self hate post or just a hate post I can't tell anymore on this board.

those two are really the same thing when you consider the type of individual that feels compelled to sperg post on Anon Babble

I only want tits when I’m horny.

I don't, I just try to forget about it. Chiefly by drinking, much and often.

take your E retards

don't be mean to me

i'd rather by dead tyvm

no

I wanted to BE Bill Kaulitz so badly when I grew up.

Thankfully I've had more of a soft coming out rather than full on repression and I've gotten to a point where I'm dressing androgynous and doing my hair and makeup in a similar fashion

Now to just come the rest of the way out and finally get some fucking HRT lol

there is no hope!

if you could at least be nice about it, but i guess that's probably not going to happen. if you don't end up passing you just end up subhuman to so many people, even if you do pass visually everything changes if you're outed somehow. as a repper i can at least avoid a failed transition where i just end up hatecrimed and have trans people hate me as well when i end up an ugly unkempt bedrotting hon castigated for being bad for optics even if you hate me for talking about my feelings and revealing myself as a repper here.

yooo king friday?

hi agp

I do aggressive skin care, hair care, trim and shape my brows, wear my hair in a more feminine fashion, do makeup, workout a couple of times a week, etc.

As I said in my last comment, I've had more of a "soft coming out" over the past 10 years rather than a full on repression. Everything I've done since 2015 has been to get more androgynous and girly. I think I've done well so far, especially for not being on hormones.

this is so agp

Probably lmao

I like dudes though so wouldn't that sort of negate an AGP diagnosis?

still want to be a hot anime girl with big butt and tits

at that point why not go on hormones?

no, agp includes bi it just means u were clocked as a non-flamer

me if the world were fair

Because the moment I start growing tits my 6 year relationship will end and everyone I love will leave me (besides my band, they are some real ones)

ahhhhhh okay

Frankly idc about all the labels anyway, I'm just trying to be a baddie. However that defines me in Blanchie Boi's book is fine by me

Sure, I mean I grew up in the 80's when hair metal was a huge deal. I don't know exactly how great of role models those guys were, looking back on it now, but I did emulate their styles.

Why cause more damage?

Oh god I remember this motherfucker. Tokio Hotel's music sucked but god he was hot.

You grew up in the 80s? Are you literally John 50?

i just want to be a theyfab but i'm a man :(

Relationships and family make the transition process so much harder, but if they've seen you go so far already, they might not be as unaccepting as you think. It'd be a shame to stop here! Hope you do what makes you happy either way. Have you spoken with any of them about this?

I can’t stop seething over afabs
Ironically I have very little contempt for trans women

I hate women, but I love anime girls

I've spoken with them about it. My parents refuse to acknowledge my wish to transition as anything other than some fetish or phase. It really isn't that. I don't get some sexual kick out of being fem, it just feels right for me. I've come out to them 4 times in the past (first time was at 6 years old), and each time it put an increasingly worse strain on our relationship, so I've just been masking as a gay man for years because for whatever reason they're fine with that, just not me being trans. I could hide hormones for a while, but the women in my family get famously huge breasts and if that even remotely applies to me then no amount of binding will be able to hide it. Given how long it has taken to repair the relationship from the last time I came out to them, this might be the one that breaks apart my relationship with them.

As for my boyfriend, he is definitively gay. We are both fems. He has actually done more than me. Once he had his beard lasered off though, his dysphoria pretty much stopped right then and there. We've talked about this before. We both love each other, but as soon as I start IDing as a woman, the relationship can't continue. We'd still have love for one another, and be able to be good friends. He said that he would want to support me through the transition, too. We talked about it for probably the 3rd time about a month ago. He's asking that I go ahead and make a decision soon, because he doesn't want to continue being led on by my indecisiveness.

We love each other so much and I feel I'll be hurting him greatly by transitioning. I just...that's the REAL mental block I can't get over. I could never hurt him like that. We've invested so much into this relationship together and it just feels like it's not right for me to do.

There is an upshot though. He seems fine with basically anything short of IDing as a woman, so maybe there is a way that we can work this out where I just kinda...perma-boymode? idk, it's complicated.

Holy fuck this is messy

realest of the real
i dont want to be a 3dpd foid let alone a troon

i hate jacking off

95% of this thread is the same although they won't admit it. People don't actually want to be women, they want to be the idealized perfect 2D wife they've built up in their heads from growing up watching anime.

I guess I'm in the 5%. Didn't even watch anime till my mid 20s. I really just wanna be a bad bitch ugh

i only want to transition because im traumatised and want to escape myself through a sexual mechanism. i hate myself and barely even feel human let alone male or female. i know im not a female though, im just an ugly loser man trying to escape himself, ofc i want to transition, why the fuck would i want to be me? if i was at least a girl being such a loser would be kind of cute and quirky, id be forgiven, but as a man its not forgivable, i cant look into the abyss and just accept im nothing, totally nothing. i need the transition cope even though all it does is hurt me. im going to be a really sad, deluded old loser man one day and theres nothing i can do to stop it

Real women are the cutest

No. My only source of helping me understand that what I want is valid is from YouTube and TikTok of people who have transitioned. But it doesn’t matter anymore because I will never be able to look as good as them.

How to stop bald if you also have girly feelings

Do you have to be attracted to women to have AGP?

i've never watched a single anime in my entire life

please don't hate yourself

why is every tranny autistic?
do i just have undiagnosed autism?

i don't actually want to transition, nor do i have gender dysphoria
all i really want to do is kill myself without dying & that's the closest thing available

should i chop my hair? it looks bad and i'm paranoid people will clock me as a tranny because of it but it's the only thing hiding my gigafucked nw2 hairline