I wanted to live as a girl. It was an AGP fetish thing but I wanted to dress as a girl and be accepted for it. I had to repress it away my whole adolescence. About age 11 to 22. I will never get over that.
I've convinced myself that I'm maybe trans because it gives me an excuse for being a 30 year old total virgin...
Women seem to have a lot more gender specific problems in day to day life than men
Idk I’d rather deal with that than be a man or deal with their problems…even the perks of being a man are unappealing to me
I think there are some people who feel like they might be trans but the bigger issue is that they feel like their body as it is is impossible for anyone to desire.
It's absolutely a form of dysmorphia, to hate your body and think it prevents you from having the kind of interactions you want, living the life you want, etc. But it's not necessarily gender dysmorphia.
I think if you aren't sure if your trans or not, you should try eating better and exercising. You will see changes in your body, and as such your opinion about your body will change. And if they relieve your dysphoria that's a lot easier and less risky than transitioning.
And if your dysphoria doesn't get better, then you know you gotta be the girl. And you'll be starting from a better point too so either way you're winning.
Though I do wish that more people in my life were accepting,
Don't we all?
Look for a good therapist to help you work through your issues but you can still turn the ship around.
At this rate can I even tell a therapist I'm dysphoric and transition anymore?
Being a woman probably sucks in a lot of ways and my reasons for wanting to be one are pretty dumb
This hits me (OP) really hard actually. I have felt that way for the most part. Always wrong, even well before trans thoughts.
I will try this road again I think
Fair enough, it’s just hard for me to wrap my head around the idea of someone wanting to be a woman in one situation but not another
I do wish that more people in my life were accepting
then maybe I could just try hrt
Bitch you just sound trans, move out of whatever hick town (I'm assuming) your in and just try some hrt
There's a lot of situations I wouldn't want to be a woman in. But overall if I could be a woman I would.
yes, but i was going to kill myself otherwise so why not just troon out
inb4 "death would be more dignified"
move out of whatever hick town
Nta but I don't think the country as a whole is accepting anymore