Idk how anybody does this. I wish I could at least just convince myself I look fine. I can't even look at myself.
/mmg/ - Manmoder general
its not really that good
Just looksmaxx its not that hard
why did i troon with these measurements. i had ABNORMALLY SMALL hips for a MALE. even with +3 inches from 2 years of hrt I AM STILL IN THE MALE RANGE. ALL BECAUSE I WAS RAPED AT 18 and WENT INSANE FOR THREE YEARS LOSING MY HIP GROWTH WINDOW. BUT I CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 11 AND I COULD HAVE AVOIDED IT ALL IF I DIDNT HAVE ABUSIVE PARENTS WHO REPEATEDLY FORCED ME TO REPRESS AMONG OTHER THINGS. I WAS SO CLOSE AND MY REWARD FOR SURVIVING ALL THIS HORROR IS TO BE A MAN FOREVER UNTIL MY LAST CHROMOSOME DECOMPOSES. god is dead
Were your parents actually abusive or just didn’t give you hrt at 11 ?
actually abusive. my father hit my mother a few times and it was generally a scary environment for me to live in. also not giving a child who comes out multiple times hrt is abuse
Yikes, domestic violence is a traumatizing environment to grow up in. srry that happened
im going to pray until i cant see straight and pass out on my bed
Prayer is nice, its kind of like journaling but in your head
so true