QOTT: How's your friday going? Weekend plans?
MTFG - lazy friday edition
anyone else working thru remembering extreme childhood trauma? i have not done this before, i think transitioning has helped me cut through enough dissociation to look the memory in the eyes. would appreciate any advice/words from the computer trannies
extreme childhood trauma
what exactly
im dr snicklefrits the transfeminator how can i help you
hows friday going
extremely based having some lovey time
weekend plans?
practice using git worktree more and get prepped for TRIP weeee
nope im drinking a cawfee enjoying my day
hey doc i need some help
how can i make my girl arf??
Nah why think of bad shit? I rather play gayms and enjoy life with frens and family
extreme no, but i know what you mean
you have the mental space now and emotional range to start working through this stuff now
it sucks but it will be better than having it just sitting there fucking your life up but not being aware of how badly
getting sexually assaulted before age 10 lol
Breh how are you gonna say that? Hypocrites istg
yeah. it’s like physically overwhelming to face this shit, thanks for the kind words <3 i wanna get thru it
same happened to me. a big part of it for me was acknowledging that it happened because my parents are garbage people.
Youre a dick to everyone so calling anyone out for a micro aggression is pretty dumb
fryday
i miss my ex fiancee
thanks - it’s okay now - i will never 41 so i’m glad im processing this shit
not mado am an old forgotten trip
so what is the current "situation"? ykwim
neko ??
u deserved better <3 im so sorry. mine was my neighbor, but my parents neglecting me def didn’t help avoid the incident
no
more forgotten
even though i havent rlly ever left
husky or something
cud sware i recognize that dress..
is something stabbing into ur hand
i wish something was mutilating my hands
then i might not smoke the ball by saturday morning
hope stuff gets easier for u anon
think im about to get married to my sugar daddy that i secretly hate
life could be pretty fuckin easy
all i have to do is give up on my dream
meth den hovel
sugar daddy
Pretty sure that's not a sugar daddy it's just a drug house and you're one of his "girls" anon
I've been dealing with that years before HRT. Now it hurts still but not as much. No matter what you would do the scars will be there. You cant heal it fully.
QOTT: How's your friday going?
Patients gave extra tips cause "wauw wombyn driving so well"
Feeling conflicted bout it
Weekend plans?
Exam prep on both days
Wby OP?
sorry your parents didn't protect you, that's their one job and they blew it.
I have somw memories where i just randomly think abkut them and im like, huh that was fucked up wasnt it and realizw im still bothered by it
cheers the lord of hosts is here,EL SHADDAI,ADONAI,ELOI, th Holy One of Israel
hey do you still play yugioh?
Heya yuss
El shaddai, what a rabbit hole name
el shaddai is a crazy game
are you enjoying the current meta?
ive been playing going 2nd vaylantz with slight locals success but im looking for a new deck soon might sink investment for vanquished soul k9 when it drops
Didn't have much time for the current meta atm, hoping for a better one after WCQ
idk why but this is insanely attractive. need to pin down a trans girl wearing a yugio card thingy
for me it was more like i had a hazy memory in my head that i knew made me extremely uncomfortable to look at, with some foggy details but like an overt tone, i remember people, place, time of day, sights, smells, etc. when i first started trying to understand it i would get splitting migraines and feel nauseous from the emotional flashback. hope ur well <3
s over
fair enough
play much master duel?
and do you still judge?
i wish i made friends at my locals instead of being that tranny that turns up with the strange deck
but am looking forward to justice hunters very much im already playing the cards on simulator
masterduel
Nah
judge
Yee
strange tranny with odd decks
Sounds like a combo of my bestie (cis m gay) and me
get very drunk and text her
beanboy?
Tomorrow's the day lads. Yall are very lucky i won't be here to infuriate you for a whole month, maybe never again! Are you as excited as I am? :3
super based that you still judge
heh i remember talking to you about yugioh in like 2019 when i was playing endymion ftk
anyway thanks made my day good to not feel so stupidly alone in my hobby because awkward sperg
are you excite
only if we shooty bug or robits
based
Ty i still love it lots
endymion ftk
Ohhh i member kino
not to feel alone
Aww you're welcome, yeah most of my current acquaintances are all yugi related and have been for years
Shit rly brings people together in a wholesome way
you would remember especially if it was a frequent thing
t. lived it
Definitely gonna still spend time with my dear frens. We can touch toes and play same time
I wouldn't say extreme but yeah there's some stuff that's been coming up that I hadn't thought about or remembered in a long time and it's normally just like oh right that happened and it sucked, ok time to get back to what I was doing. sometimes I do dwell on it a little especially if I'm already feeling depressed or hurt or have to spend time around the person involved.