Meta-Attraction ?

Well, this thread is about meta-attraction and I think I do experience that, despite not being a trans woman, that's why I engaged with it.

I don't know if I meta attracted. It's the whole reason I posted this.

I was attracted to men like a typical gay boy Until I transitioned

I'm still sexually attracted to men but more romantically so since I transitioned I looked for men who are strong and capable of taking care of me, more like a woman I guess?

Is this what they mean by being meta-attracted?

So you're like a gay guy who fantasizes about being some woman with a gay man? I think I've been a little bit like that myself so we have that in common but I've never taken an interest in women sexually. I don't need to really like women's bodies that much but I think that's because I wasn't raised a girl. I never got used to it?

I'm attracted to men visually at times but it's like something i feel i usually have control over (unless me and said guy actually get together in private) but I do feel like women are "the more attractive gender) like our clothes makeup and hairstyles are all super cute and like I just love staring at hot women and I am kind of a massive pervert. Like my boyfriend and I watched terrifier 2 last night and I just kept drooling and pining over the main character's costume and my boyfriend was like uhh can you pay attention to the movie? ... maybe he got jealous... sigh.

I am not gay. If I was gay, I'd be able to be truly attracted to men, but I am not. I don't fantasize about being with gay men as a woman. The men in my fantasies don't have any traits, they only exist conceptually. I really don't think why is it such a complicated matter.

If you fantasize about faceless men fucking you in your fantasies you are physically and romantically attracted to men, the right guy can be both a nice guy who makes you feel loved and also a dominant faceless enditity who literally exists to fill your holes in and make you orgasm.

I really don't like women's clothes. I don't really like having breast desu. I know men like them. I've always been really feminine as a child and it was much easier for me to live as a woman.
I wouldn't like to have a classical woman body with really big hips and really large breasts

I honestly recognize a difference between my attraction to men and women. I don't even google handsome men to imagine having sex with them. I spend so much time looking at beautiful women, either imagining being one and/or being with them sexually.

I don't know why it's hard for me to understand either but when you say you're not gay yet you sleep with men because it makes you feel like a woman I just get lost. It sounds like a transgender woman who wants to have a man in her life fantasy

Hons will copy everything cis women and tell themselves "they act like a woman". They see that cis women date men, so they go and date men too. Hell if cis women jumped off a bridge, hons would copy that too.